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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
my life is 10% pleasure, 90% pain
(and likely to stay that way) I'm better off dead, as 0 pleasure, 0 pain is a better ratio.
 
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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
992
3% pleasure and 97% pain
The reason behind that is that I always expect a bad thing to follow up from anything good that happens to me and I get proven right more often than not
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,324
There is nothing pleasurable about existing, existence is just an unnecessary harm that is very meaningless and futile, there is no benefit to this curse we were tragically burdened with. I certainly see it as better to not exist under all circumstances as one cannot suffer from the absence of everything, to die removes the ultimate cause of all suffering in the first place.
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,882
5% pleasure 95% pain.

I sometimes laugh at the youtube videos I watch but most of these days are spent in physical and/or emotional pain.

Im no longer enjoyong any part of this existence and I want it to end. Asap.
 
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