lament.
the Immortal
- Jun 28, 2023
- 174
It feels like a silly question with no real answer but I feel like asking it anyway, I keep wanting to let the people close to me know that I am suicidal, will commit suicide and that it's not their fault, etc. But I don't know where I'd even begin with doing this and I certainly don't think they'd just respect my decision either without getting overly emotional about it or trying to talk me out of it. Kinda feels hopeless, like I don't want to ask them for help, I just want them to be able to accept my death when it comes, cause realistically a suicide note comes too late.