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noname223
Archangel
- Aug 18, 2020
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There are political tensions. A new war is not fully impossible anymore. There is a part of me that does not give a shit. I had the same feeling at the start of the pandemic. I kind of hoped this virus could finally kill me. I have simliar thoughts about the war. If nukes are used the chances are high that I die.
On the other hand it would be of course horrible that so many innocent people would die. So I am not hoping for this scenario. My friends for example don't want to die. However a part of me hopes very much that something could kill me (fast and/or peacefully)
On another level I think the likelihood that this war would probably lead to a huge economic or humanitarian crisis and not necesarrily kill me is quite high.
Rationally I need to hope very much that a war can be prevented. On the other hand I cannot really influence anything and if this is my fate then whatever. I probably just have to kill myself some years earlier. But for my loved ones and all the innocent people it would be of course a catastrophe.
How do you feel about this scenario?
On the other hand it would be of course horrible that so many innocent people would die. So I am not hoping for this scenario. My friends for example don't want to die. However a part of me hopes very much that something could kill me (fast and/or peacefully)
On another level I think the likelihood that this war would probably lead to a huge economic or humanitarian crisis and not necesarrily kill me is quite high.
Rationally I need to hope very much that a war can be prevented. On the other hand I cannot really influence anything and if this is my fate then whatever. I probably just have to kill myself some years earlier. But for my loved ones and all the innocent people it would be of course a catastrophe.
How do you feel about this scenario?
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