How will Nicotine poisoning affect me on the way out?

[Death Standing]

I just turned 18 and I'll be honest, I've been struggling for years. My life has always been shit because of my actions and I can't stop the darkness from crashing in. As of recently, I ruined the most important relationship I had in my life by cheating (no, losing her is not why I want to pull the plug). Meds don't help and I've run out of motivation. I just need an end to this pain. If I ever had hope it's faded.

So, last night I ordered 120 mL of 100 mg flavorless vegetable glycerin usp grade liquid nicotine off of the website Vaping Zone. It stated it is 99.9% pure nicotine. Is that the type of shit that will prove lethal if ingested?

It will arrive on either Friday or Saturday.

I also read that 60 mg of the shit is enough to kill a man at my size (140 lbs). Thinking about drinking 70 mg of it just to be sure.

I've heard it said that it will cause a lot of effects after I drink it.

Anyone an expert on what those might be?

How could one go about mixing it to get rid of the horribly nasty taste of the nic (I vape so I have an idea of how it tastes)? Would alcohol be the moves or some sort of soda?

And how could somebody keep from throwing it all up?

Any answers to these questions would be appreciated, thanks

Sincerely,
Death Standing

 

[Ghosted]

Harmful effects of nicotine

With the advent of nicotine replacement therapy, the consumption of the nicotine is on the rise. Nicotine is considered to be a safer alternative of tobacco. The IARC monograph has not included nicotine as a carcinogen. However there are various studies ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

IMMEDIATE EFFECTS AND TOXICITY
Nicotine on direct application in humans causes irritation and burning sensation in the mouth and throat, increased salivation, nausea, abdominal pain, vomiting and diarrhea.[17] Gastrointestinal effects are less severe but can occur even after cutaneous and respiratory exposure.[18] Predominant immediate effects as seen in animal studies and in humans consist of increase in pulse rate and blood pressure. Nicotine also causes an increase in plasma free fatty acids, hyperglycemia, and an increase in the level of catecholamines in the blood.[19,20] There is reduced coronary blood flow but an increased skeletal muscle blood flow.[20,22] The increased rate of respiration causes hypothermia, a hypercoagulable state, decreases skin temperature, and increases the blood viscosity.
Nicotine is one of the most toxic of all poisons and has a rapid onset of action. Apart from local actions, the target organs are the peripheral and central nervous systems. In severe poisoning, there are tremors, prostration, cyanosis, dypnoea, convulsion, progression to collapse and coma. Even death may occur from paralysis of respiratory muscles and/or central respiratory failure with a LD50 in adults of around 30-60 mg of nicotine. In children the LD50 is around 10 mg.[23]

 

[Death Standing]

Harmful effects of nicotine

With the advent of nicotine replacement therapy, the consumption of the nicotine is on the rise. Nicotine is considered to be a safer alternative of tobacco. The IARC monograph has not included nicotine as a carcinogen. However there are various studies ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

IMMEDIATE EFFECTS AND TOXICITY
Nicotine on direct application in humans causes irritation and burning sensation in the mouth and throat, increased salivation, nausea, abdominal pain, vomiting and diarrhea.[17] Gastrointestinal effects are less severe but can occur even after cutaneous and respiratory exposure.[18] Predominant immediate effects as seen in animal studies and in humans consist of increase in pulse rate and blood pressure. Nicotine also causes an increase in plasma free fatty acids, hyperglycemia, and an increase in the level of catecholamines in the blood.[19,20] There is reduced coronary blood flow but an increased skeletal muscle blood flow.[20,22] The increased rate of respiration causes hypothermia, a hypercoagulable state, decreases skin temperature, and increases the blood viscosity.
Nicotine is one of the most toxic of all poisons and has a rapid onset of action. Apart from local actions, the target organs are the peripheral and central nervous systems. In severe poisoning, there are tremors, prostration, cyanosis, dypnoea, convulsion, progression to collapse and coma. Even death may occur from paralysis of respiratory muscles and/or central respiratory failure with a LD50 in adults of around 30-60 mg of nicotine. In children the LD50 is around 10 mg.[23]

So this is a really painful way to go is what you're saying? I was really hoping it wouldn't be. If you had to rate it on a scale of 1-10 how painful would you guess it would be?

I'd give a shotgun blast to the head a 1 (with the right spot) because of how instantaneous it is and bleeding out via cutting closer to a 10 because of how agonizing that pain is said to be and how long it can take. Your opinion on nicotine poisoning?
Side note, this shit here is what I ordered...

So that will do it right?

 

[Ghosted]

When I was middle school in the early 90's we were taught if you put a drop of pure nicotine on your hand it would burn through. I'm not sure if this is true.

I have never thought to use nicotine to commit suicide. I'm going with chloroquine if I can't get N. I've had it up here with physical pain and I don't want to go out screaming.

Shotgun is good, but way too messy.

 

[Death Standing]

When I was middle school in the early 90's we were taught if you put a drop of pure nicotine on your hand it would burn through. I'm not sure if this is true.

I have never thought to use nicotine to commit suicide. I'm going with chloroquine if I can't get N. I've had it up here with physical pain and I don't want to go out screaming.

Shotgun is good, but way too messy.

I've read cyanide is rather good but nigh impossible to obtain. Are there websites on the dark web where you can buy it? I've heard it takes minutes and is around 97% effective.

 

[BPD_LE]

These methods may be very effective but not very pleasant. They will cause severe, painful physical reactions and immense psychological suffering.

 

[Death Standing]

You are too young to commit suicide. Don't do it, your life will change.

Are you trying to influence me? Totally not cool lol. Nah man, you see that's what everyone says. But pain stacks. An early end to the pain is better than a drawn out suffering that would end the same. I don't care to stay but thank you for saying that. Things may get a million times worse. Not sure I care to endure this. Thank you though, truly

 

[BPD Barbie]

If you can find another method, I would. You can have a whole range of horrible symptoms for up to 4 hours, and if you survive past then, it's likely you'll survive all together.

 

[Death Standing]

If you can find another method, I would. You can have a whole range of horrible symptoms for up to 4 hours, and if you survive past then, it's likely you'll survive all together.

Any suggestions? I can't obtain a gun and do not have a license so getting things for this is rather difficult. I do not like hearing the word survive lol

These methods may be very effective but not very pleasant. They will cause severe, painful physical reactions and immense psychological suffering.

What do you mean by psychological suffering? Aren't I going through that daily already? I heard it can send you into a coma before it shuts down your central nervous system (basically killing you).

 

[BPD_LE]

What do you mean by psychological suffering? Aren't I going through that daily already? I heard it can send you into a coma before it shuts down your central nervous system (basically killing you).

Of course you are going through that daily. I'm in no way disputing that. I was suggesting a more peaceful death. The difference between falling into a relaxed sleep and drawing symptoms out for hours not knowing if it's going to work or not.

 

[Death Standing]

Of course you are going through that daily. I'm in no way disputing that. I was suggesting a more peaceful death. The difference between falling into a relaxed sleep and drawing symptoms out for hours not knowing if it's going to work or not.

I wasn't trying to come off as rude. My bad if I did. Suggestions for other options? I mean, I'm pretty sure it'd work if I drank 70 mg plus, but who knows.

 

[notjustyetagain]

I'm pretty sure it'd work if I drank 70 mg plus, but who knows.

be aware that some people survive nicotine doses far greater than 70mg. this article cites the case of someone who survived ingesting 4,000mg nicotine. re peacefulness, this article states that the symptoms of nicotine overdose -- including seizures -- cast last up to 24 hours. a more peaceful alternative, quite popular on this site, is SN. check out @Stan's excellent guide here. there are lots of other methods in the resources thread.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Any suggestions? I can't obtain a gun and do not have a license so getting things for this is rather difficult. I do not like hearing the word survive lol

I'd recommend looking at some of the resources on this forum. SN is popular and from what I gather, pretty readily available. Of course if you want to do the nicotine route, that's your choice. But I really think you would suffer a lot, and if you're suffering already in life, why make yourself suffer more.

 

[Death Standing]

I'd recommend looking at some of the resources on this forum. SN is popular and from what I gather, pretty readily available. Of course if you want to do the nicotine route, that's your choice. But I really think you would suffer a lot, and if you're suffering already in life, why make yourself suffer more.

What is SN? Lost on what that abbreviation means and CBT but I figured out that has something to do with killing oneself

 

[BPD Barbie]

What is SN? Lost on what that abbreviation means and CBT but I figured out that has something to do with killing oneself

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/ you can find all the info on SN here. CTB is 'catch the bus' as far as I'm aware. I also think of it as 'cease to be'.

 

[Death Standing]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/ you can find all the info on SN here. CTB is 'catch the bus' as far as I'm aware. I also think of it as 'cease to be'.

Ah okay. The only thing with that method is that it seems it'll take 10 times the amount to plan as I'll have to get a prescription from the doctor to get the antiemetics to get it to work. Anywhere I can obtain said antiemetics without consulting my psychiatrist?

 

[BPD_LE]

I wasn't trying to come off as rude. My bad if I did. Suggestions for other options? I mean, I'm pretty sure it'd work if I drank 70 mg plus, but who knows.

No problem. Me either. I agree you should look into SN. Everything you need can be bought online.
Look at Stans guide https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/

 

[BPD Barbie]

Ah okay. The only thing with that method is that it seems it'll take 10 times the amount to plan as I'll have to get a prescription from the doctor to get the antiemetics to get it to work. Anywhere I can obtain said antiemetics without consulting my psychiatrist?

I bought mine on ebay, there are sellers on there from time to time. Other ways I've heard are people going to the doctor saying they get migraines and get really bad nausea.

 

[Death Standing]

I bought mine on ebay, there are sellers on there from time to time. Other ways I've heard are people going to the doctor saying they get migraines and get really bad nausea.

I've looked into it some more. I can easily buy the SN online at like Walmart. As for the antiemetic, I looked into this online site goldpharma that was recommended by that thread. It has metoclopramide, but not the brands Reglan or the other one that was named on the thread. How do I know which kind to get if it doesn't specifically name those brands?

 

[BPD Barbie]

I've looked into it some more. I can easily buy the SN online at like Walmart. As for the antiemetic, I looked into this online site goldpharma that was recommended by that thread. It has metoclopramide, but not the brands Reglan or the other one that was named on the thread. How do I know which kind to get if it doesn't specifically name those brands?

I think as long as it contains meto it should be fine and it's just the generic brand name. Check the ingredients. Drugs are typically sold under a lot of different names.

 

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