deathbycakes
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- Sep 14, 2018
- 97
so about two months ago i bought bunch of 5-htp and l-tryptophan to induce SS, tried it and vomited them. didn't know about having to take anti nausea or all that.
now they're sitting in the corner of my table and i have anti nausea now, if i were to take it, how long would it take before it kills me and how much pain level are we talking about? idk maybe i want to punish myself with the pain...or not. honestly i don't know what i want i just want out with no "sins of suicide" but really how can i achieve in short amount of time? i don't want to wait for years before ilness took me or something happened. i want to die hopefully sometimes next week, but my believe has been holding me back.
ok now i'm just rambling, sorry. back to original question: serotonine syndrome. how hurt would it be?
now they're sitting in the corner of my table and i have anti nausea now, if i were to take it, how long would it take before it kills me and how much pain level are we talking about? idk maybe i want to punish myself with the pain...or not. honestly i don't know what i want i just want out with no "sins of suicide" but really how can i achieve in short amount of time? i don't want to wait for years before ilness took me or something happened. i want to die hopefully sometimes next week, but my believe has been holding me back.
ok now i'm just rambling, sorry. back to original question: serotonine syndrome. how hurt would it be?