How to turn my head around this and do better? Advice please

[dandan]

Im really good looking.
I have beaten depression, really with testosterone, around 300mg per week cypionate.(2 shots per week)
I'm also a good fuck, sometimes I use viagra or cialis, but I don't need it everytime anymore.
I'm kinda funny, really , people around me laugh.
I fart once in a while.
Im skinny but not weak, like skinny build but I exercised before at the gym, now I'm a runner. 5 to 15k. Around 100km per month.

But my really flaws are:
I live on regret, regret about money and regret about a girl I felt I had to let go for her better sake, and she's doing good, great I'd say, that kind of bothers me.
I don't like I have to work, gosh I could've been a millionaire, I had around 7million worth of crypto back when it was useless, had to sell ot to pay for a car crash, cause my parents wouldn't pay the fine.
I'm at the moment working on as a software tester, I could improve my skills and be better or I could do... I don't know what else.... but the thing is.... It's like if I didn't wanted too....

How could I turn my head around this?

 

[timf]

If you want to measure yourself, there are additional criteria such as kindness, humor, compassion, and patience.

A narrow evaluation of money, looks, and work, even if achieved, many not provide the relational success one might anticipate. In a way it is like a teenage boy thinking he will have dating success if he gets the right car.

That you have a focus on achievement can be an advantage when applied in a broader context.

 

[dandan]

If you want to measure yourself, there are additional criteria such as kindness, humor, compassion, and patience.

A narrow evaluation of money, looks, and work, even if achieved, many not provide the relational success one might anticipate. In a way it is like a teenage boy thinking he will have dating success if he gets the right car.

That you have a focus on achievement can be an advantage when applied in a broader context.

Understood and I do love this, and I do practice values above. I believe in cool and funny, compassion and more, however I do find it hard to start in any kind of business adventure.

I let go of a woman whom I loved because I wanted her to enjoy a more relaxed economic life, and she did find it/him!! LOL

If I only could've ...