How to suicide

[☆SadUnicorn☆]

Hi something just happend and it will get worse and ik when I feel bad pain I just kinda loose control and have more strength/will to do something and in the past I just slit wrist but never did enough obviously.
I'm just in my room and I can't go outside at night (cared living stuff) I don't have much medication only a lot vegetal(?) ones which definitely won't do anything I assume. I have blades. I have thin roap or a belt. Or just what a normal bedroom + sink has. Does anyone know a method? Even some who might fail are fine too I'll try anyways.
Please help me thanks!

 

[eve2004]

I sympathise with your situation and wonder if there are any stims in pill/pellet form that could do it (or a cocktail of them)?

 

[☆SadUnicorn☆]

I sympathise with your situation and wonder if there are any stims in pill/pellet form that could do it (or a cocktail of them)?

Thank you so much for answering. And sorry I'm not native in english language what are stims?

 

[DeathImminent]

Hi something just happend and it will get worse and ik when I feel bad pain I just kinda loose control and have more strength/will to do something and in the past I just slit wrist but never did enough obviously.
I'm just in my room and I can't go outside at night (cared living stuff) I don't have much medication only a lot vegetal(?) ones which definitely won't do anything I assume. I have blades. I have thin roap or a belt. Or just what a normal bedroom + sink has. Does anyone know a method? Even some who might fail are fine too I'll try anyways.
Please help me thanks!

seems like you are upset, can you calm down a bit and tell us what happened?

 

[☆SadUnicorn☆]

seems like you are upset, can you calm down a bit and tell us what happened?

Yes I'm upset and bc of that I'm hoping that maybe I'd have a better chance at trying since I wanna die since years anyways. I rather not share details it's stupid for others and just a chance for me

 

[DeathImminent]

Yes I'm upset and bc of that I'm hoping that maybe I'd have a better chance at trying since I wanna die since years anyways. I rather not share details it's stupid for others and just a chance for me

before i give you advice on how to ctb i want to tell you that you should try medication first, do you take any antidepressants?

 

[☆SadUnicorn☆]

before i give you advice on how to ctb i want to tell you that you should try medication first, do you take any antidepressants?

I only have the vegetal(?) Ones calles relaxane but they useless. I used to have antidepressants and tried overdosing but bc I'm in a cared living and they gave medication under control and it was always hard to "sneek them away"one per day. But I don't hav any options with medication anymore bc I'm off antidepressants

 

[DeathImminent]

I only have the vegetal(?) Ones calles relaxane but they useless. I used to have antidepressants and tried overdosing but bc I'm in a cared living and they gave medication under control and it was always hard to "sneek them away"one per day. But I don't hav any options with medication anymore bc I'm off antidepressants

First of all i am so sorry for what happened to you, you seem like a nice person just little bit freaked out. I really wish you could find peace without CTBing, but if you really want to do it there are MEGAthreads on methods. I still advocate for medication tho. 90% of mental illnesses are "managable" with medication by now, you just need to find the right one.