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DeathcomesUwU
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- Jul 21, 2021
- 25
I have everything ready, SN, AE etc.
But I love my partner and don't want to hurt her, but I know this is what I want and it won't go away as it hasn't for 10 years. My partners brought up a few times that they'd be okay with a suicide pact as they say they couldn't live without me.
But despite having everything how do I go through with it, it makes me excited to have everything and know I can take it, and I'd love to take it, however i can't have my partner worried and scared
Sorry for the ramble, I've not slept for a while
But I love my partner and don't want to hurt her, but I know this is what I want and it won't go away as it hasn't for 10 years. My partners brought up a few times that they'd be okay with a suicide pact as they say they couldn't live without me.
But despite having everything how do I go through with it, it makes me excited to have everything and know I can take it, and I'd love to take it, however i can't have my partner worried and scared
Sorry for the ramble, I've not slept for a while