how to get over SI?

[sulk]

ik it's prob not possible to completely get over survival instinct, but is there a way i could possibly reduce it? I have my method of doing it and everything, but I just don't have the courage to do it. I keep saying I'll do it the next day and it just turns into a cycle. I wish I had the courage to do it, but I keep getting scared and postponing it I wish SI would just stop it's so frustrating

 

[ipmanwc0]

Alcohol helps. If si is a problem certain methods are preferable. My si is pretty strong so I'm going with sn or inert gas

 

[Praestat_Mori]

When you are really ready to leave this world and you have a method you are comfortable with and you are in a state of total desperation and hopelessness then it's easier to overcome SI when you attempt.

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine that many people manage to ctb when they just get so determined to leave, I envy those people as suicide really isn't straightforward even if one has a method planned out. It really is like the survival instinct exists just to prolong suffering, and I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, I understand why you'd feel so frustrated.