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Astume
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- Dec 23, 2021
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I've been delaying my suicide for over a year now (I keep backing out and procrastinating), but now I only have until the weekends, because I'm required to attend a major social event, among other things. I can't. Social anxiety sucks: I'm legally an adult, yet I can't go out by myself and function "normally"; I've missed so many opportunities in life, which makes me feel even more worthless. I've gotten emotionally detached and numb to that feeling at this point, though, so I'm not as impulsive as I had been used to, which is my main problem.
Any advice on how to clear my head and get over this numbness, so I can CTB asap? Do I have to trick my mind into thinking that hanging myself is my duty or punishment for wasting my life?
Any advice on how to clear my head and get over this numbness, so I can CTB asap? Do I have to trick my mind into thinking that hanging myself is my duty or punishment for wasting my life?
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