Feeling nothing might not be such a good thing.
I know I often feel anger, resentment, frustration, hatred, and no reason to live whatsoever.
If I don't feel these things, I know I have no feeling at all - no excitement, joy, happiness, love, or anything else.
I have no feelings. And that's what's even more scary. I "laugh" in anger. What appears to be a smile is not a smile. It is a void of emotion.