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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
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1. Have stupid neurobiological issues since childhood that make you abnormal and weak minded.

2. Lose important challenges that can help you progress and transformation

3. Die by self or wait for natural death
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
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It is not like you can do anything of that, it all happens to you. You can be fucked on step one and have no choice to have neurological issues or not, so it is not your fault. I have ADHD and aspergers, do you also have simmilar problems?
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
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I also have a step 1,2,3 *
  1. All my life I felt like a fuck-up, less than...
  2. Then I took to drugs to try cope
  3. Then I got hooked on them snd death seems the end to my suffering.

(*sposed to be 12step recovery-ing, ahem...)

One of the big lessons in my life i learnt in prison...
(gather close kids, grandpa's got wisdom! And sweets....)​
...Is that normal, happy well adjusted people fuck each other over with unspeakable acts of cruelty.​
They don't kill themselves in attonement.​
They get paroled and continue to do it.​
Its fuckd, but it makes me feel better... ♤​
though one of my closest friends murdered his grandad for money for drugs, and will 4eva be a mess...​
(am I counter arguing my own point?!)​
♤ (I accept im one of the ones struggling to learn my lesson, but in my defense isolation from me is the lesser cruelty than being my intimate friend...)
:: So we have to use it to learn and grow​
(i believe suicide is a learning, growing experience...)​
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,963
Life is so unfair, many of us are disadvantaged right from the start through no fault of our own. It is cruel how the society tries to force people to live, taking away the peaceful methods expecting people to suffer for decades. I wish you the best, I'm sorry you have to go through this.
 
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