Ihatemylife6
I’m not living my life, I’m just surviving
- Nov 9, 2022
- 31
Idk if this is the right place it does seem to be offtopic? But I pretty much only write here.
I'm having a really bad crisis and I feel cornered. I realized my life seems pointless. And to my knowledge we see void after we die, it's like before we were here. And before I loved that and thought it was peaceful. But now, it's causing me to have a mental breakdown because I'll never sss my dead pets and family again. I'll never see anyone again. And I suffered a bad life only for it to end like this. And it seems really bad.
It's causing me a lot of pain and stress. And I feel trapped because I hate my life but I'm really afraid of what comes after. It's really scaring me, I can't live in the moment I'm either in the last or present. And then I feel bad for others who lived awful short lives and died alone at 20 while living a life of abuse. It seems exactly like what happened to me, and it hurts me to know that my life can end the same. And that others did too.
I'm having a really bad crisis and I feel cornered. I realized my life seems pointless. And to my knowledge we see void after we die, it's like before we were here. And before I loved that and thought it was peaceful. But now, it's causing me to have a mental breakdown because I'll never sss my dead pets and family again. I'll never see anyone again. And I suffered a bad life only for it to end like this. And it seems really bad.
It's causing me a lot of pain and stress. And I feel trapped because I hate my life but I'm really afraid of what comes after. It's really scaring me, I can't live in the moment I'm either in the last or present. And then I feel bad for others who lived awful short lives and died alone at 20 while living a life of abuse. It seems exactly like what happened to me, and it hurts me to know that my life can end the same. And that others did too.