Help How tf I am supposed to get metoclopramide/benzos without prescription?

[Crash_Bash_Dash]

Hello! Haven't been on this site for a while but now I am back because I need urgent advice because I want to order things if I decide to go with the SN protocol someday and off myself (I already have SN ordered year and a half ago).

So, I live in Finland and I wonder, how tf I am supposed to get meto or other antiemetics or benzos (or any other medicine in that matter) WITHOUT prescription for SN protocol even if I manage to find a reliable source online? I know from experience that you're supposed to have a prescription for those medicines here even if you order them from EU and cannot do that from outside of EU at all (knowing this from one unfortunate experience with the customs/cops with another medicines that I tried to get…) I have olanzapine prescribed for me but I wonder if that's enough to prevent me from vomiting because I am easy to feel nauseated and vomit very easily (f.e. during drinking alcohol). I also have heartburn (reflux disease or what's called in English) every now and then if that matters in case of executing SN protocol. Propranolol also wouldn't be a problem cause that's prescribed to me already although I am yet not certain how much is needed (it's only prescribed for me in 10mg pills…)

Thanks already for helpful replies! And sorry if this has been asked a million times here already but I wasn't able to find a great answer to this peculiar question with ease (also those threads I found were quite old that I found and weren't exactly helpful).

(sry for my bad English!)

 

[klantedklaw]

Indiamart, it will get through customs more likely than not.

Use a fake name when ordering, if questioned by customs/ police say that it is unsolicited mail and you have no idea about it

 

[Jisatsu]

Make friends who have connections

 

[nails]

i agree with the other two replies.
these things are also extremely easy to find on dark net markets. i understand why you wouldn't trust dnms, though.
wishing you the best, i hope you find some peace or relief from your suffering.

 

[Crash_Bash_Dash]

Indiamart, it will get through customs more likely than not.

Use a fake name when ordering, if questioned by customs/ police say that it is unsolicited mail and you have no idea about it

I checked the site and it seems it's B2B marketplace. I don't know, do they import to Finland though because it seems to me it's not clear. Do they mark the package as something else than medicine? And where am I suppose to get it delivered other than my home address even if I use fake name?

Make friends who have connections

Easier said than done

i agree with the other two replies.
these things are also extremely easy to find on dark net markets. i understand why you wouldn't trust dnms, though.
wishing you the best, i hope you find some peace or relief from your suffering.

Haven't considered dark web because I should probably get some crypto (monero etc.) for that and I have no idea how crypto even works and how to get it. Also there could be scams around there too. And thanks!