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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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I am not sure if this translation fits. I mean things like health examinations or prevention of getting ill.
Many say depressive people neglect their dental health. This was also true for me. But now I try to be very disciplined. But when I was mentally very fucked I did not care about anything. Except all my OCD issues.
There was a time I did not care about getting cancer. I know it is really weird. But I like when food is a little bit too long cooked so that it is a little bit burned. I know very weird but I had first experiences with that as a child so I got used to it. It is really hard to get rid of that. But I have made a lot of progress. I hope it is not too late. I don't need cancer. Even though I wish I would get a deadly disease. But cancer is of course very torturous.
I think other people worry more about their physical health than me. I mostly worry and ruminate about my mental health because this is by far my biggest problem. I try to prevent getting ill again by any means. But in the end I cannot fully control it.
I don't go so often to the doctor for prevention. My healthy friends tell me they are sometimes scared of dying by an illness or stuff like terrorism or wars. I don't really relate to that. I have very concrete unsolvable issues. The things they worry about seem to be too vague for me.
Many say depressive people neglect their dental health. This was also true for me. But now I try to be very disciplined. But when I was mentally very fucked I did not care about anything. Except all my OCD issues.
There was a time I did not care about getting cancer. I know it is really weird. But I like when food is a little bit too long cooked so that it is a little bit burned. I know very weird but I had first experiences with that as a child so I got used to it. It is really hard to get rid of that. But I have made a lot of progress. I hope it is not too late. I don't need cancer. Even though I wish I would get a deadly disease. But cancer is of course very torturous.
I think other people worry more about their physical health than me. I mostly worry and ruminate about my mental health because this is by far my biggest problem. I try to prevent getting ill again by any means. But in the end I cannot fully control it.
I don't go so often to the doctor for prevention. My healthy friends tell me they are sometimes scared of dying by an illness or stuff like terrorism or wars. I don't really relate to that. I have very concrete unsolvable issues. The things they worry about seem to be too vague for me.
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