4everHeartBroken
Experienced
- Feb 11, 2024
- 221
Factorial of 18?
44 saskatchewan canadaSo curious how old some of you are.
I'm so sorry.I suffer from chronic pain from degenerative spinal disease and also 3rd stage hirchbrungs disease also and I all suffer from major depression and do not wanna keep living suffering daily
It's disheartening I'm so young and I've lost 13 out of 33 disc's in my spine and the last one that went 2 months ago was my l5 s1 so now I can't walk or stand up properly cause that disc was what supported my body weight and now im stuck laying 70° degree angle or my arms limp off and numb can't use them and hands and arms burn like my tenants are snapping inside it'd really bad. They had me on oxycodone and I got immune to it and also suffered very toxic withdrawal so now it's nothing as I don't like dependency on something to kinda feel no pain but then I'm not logically sound minded and don't like that either. And by 50 I'll be fully paralyzed as my spine is already bone spuring/fusing together as my complete cervical spine has collapsed c1 to c8 are all dehydrated and gone and the pain is crazy not to mention my bowels are slowly shutting down due to my depression and I haven't eaten for days and by day 8 my immune system will start to poison me with a bacterial infection and then it'll be a few hrs then my suffering will be over ...I'm so sorry.