symphony
surving hour-by-hour
- Mar 12, 2022
- 779
Just wondering where everyone else falls on this. I think about suicide in some form near-constantly. I'm on my laptop for about all of my free time and always have SS open in the background and often switch between SS and doing something else. For maybe a third of my free time I'm actively on SS and/or researching methods (e.g. by reading the PPeH). I'll also browse the forums as a guest on my phone during breaks in regular activity throughout the day.