Honestly, i can't stand it anymore. I'm downright suicidal but don't have the means to hang myself :(
If you were to compare the suffering & pleasure ratio in life, the suffering would far outweigh the pleasure.
Anyone here, agree?
I have had a life I considered to be worth living. It was not perfect but there were times that I look back and think that i'm glad i did not somehow CTB or die in some horrible accident to miss out on the rest of it. The best thing about life is that as time continues along one thing is certain: Truth will be revealed. That is one ultimate beauty of life is that you can come to know truth. For example many "conspiracy theories" eventually revealed as true or solved, some others totally debunked. Past events get more elucidated on and explained.
I think, at least for those in the rich countries, there is some value to be had for most of the citizens as long as they are healthy. For those in poor countries if they have good community support I think they can have an ok life too.
Ultimately I know i want to CTB but it is less out of dissatisfaction in general and just moreso having the ability to overcome old age and terminal illness easily. I have watched ancestors make it to very old age and I don't feel like going through the advanced decay especially since i am childfree and will have no one around to help