Venting How much 'pain/suffering' is enough?

[dandan]

So I've lost my 20's and 30's to mind mental issues.
in the way I lost social skills and friends from my teens.

I lost a lot of money, because of an accident, my mom told me she wont spare few thousand's so I had to sell my Bitcoin
And lost big time..... I had no job at that moment...

I am giving life one more chance.
I want to build something good before I take off.

But I was thinking, I have lasted 20 years battling these symptoms in my head.
How much is enough?
How much can we endure?

We've tried, I'm trying one more time.... but how much can I last?

Today has been a slow performing day thinking much about how good that the bus ticket is available any day of the week.
how cool is that?

I dont know how much longer can I stand..... damm..

 

[Lady black]

It´s enough when you can´t stand it anymore and you have no second thoughts about killing yourself, also with a hard method.

 

[Thorn]

Things often change overnight. But sometimes time just stops, and it will be an eternity. It's a nightmare in a nightmare, and someone has conveniently stolen the alarm clock you always hated. Then you wake up, and either you have slept in and missed the bus, or it's just about time.

 

[Mljonzy]

I think suicide happens when you just don't hesitate to do it when someone completely gives up. If someone hesitates with suicide they could still do it but most people who end it just do it without any sort of hesitation.