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- Aug 18, 2020
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I have read some are ashamed for old cringy postings. I don't really feel that way. For the moment I feel quite anonymous. And I have not posted that embarrassing stuff. Many of us have the feeling of being a loser and I am just one more. Maybe a bigger loser than other people but this is not that bad. At least I can reflect on that.
In real life I am pretty much obsessed what other people think about me. This is way better in this forum. Sometimes I am still paranoid that some people could think of me as pro-life, pro-death or that I had in general bad intentions.
I try to be nuanced. Here and there an unpopular opinion to question my or other people's beliefs. I could do more of that but I am kind of scared to make me too many enemies in this forum. I need this forum to vent and cope. I think having arguments daily on here would not be that healthy for me.
Maybe I have become to adapted to this community. I don't know. It is such a long time ago I have joined. It has influenced my worldview. Seeing so much misery, suffering and pain shapes one's worldview.
I could do more posts about heated topics. Cultural and economic stuff. But it is probably people not healthy for this forum to fight these arguments all the time. Still I am believing in some rights which I consider as human rights. Maybe I am just too much of a coward to defend them. I do it sometimes but maybe not enough.
Because we are all very much pro-choice we might develop a group think that this worldview must be correct. (Tbh I think it is correct.) Though I sometimes try to listen to the arguments of anti-choice people. I am kind of tired but I do it. On the other side there are way more grey areas than just pro- or anti-choice. With many members I have differences in the one or the other direction. It is interesting to read the opinions of other people. Though I sometimes disagree a lot.
I am not sure where I put my scale on how much I care about the opinions of others in this forum. In real life I am extremely obsessed by it. It is more chilling here on the internet. I think I often show my vulnerabilites on here. Maybe more than others. On the other side I am kind of scared to get excluded of the group. I am kind of dependent of this side. Maybe this is a reason why I am not sharing all my unpopular opnions on a daily basis.
In real life I am pretty much obsessed what other people think about me. This is way better in this forum. Sometimes I am still paranoid that some people could think of me as pro-life, pro-death or that I had in general bad intentions.
I try to be nuanced. Here and there an unpopular opinion to question my or other people's beliefs. I could do more of that but I am kind of scared to make me too many enemies in this forum. I need this forum to vent and cope. I think having arguments daily on here would not be that healthy for me.
Maybe I have become to adapted to this community. I don't know. It is such a long time ago I have joined. It has influenced my worldview. Seeing so much misery, suffering and pain shapes one's worldview.
I could do more posts about heated topics. Cultural and economic stuff. But it is probably people not healthy for this forum to fight these arguments all the time. Still I am believing in some rights which I consider as human rights. Maybe I am just too much of a coward to defend them. I do it sometimes but maybe not enough.
Because we are all very much pro-choice we might develop a group think that this worldview must be correct. (Tbh I think it is correct.) Though I sometimes try to listen to the arguments of anti-choice people. I am kind of tired but I do it. On the other side there are way more grey areas than just pro- or anti-choice. With many members I have differences in the one or the other direction. It is interesting to read the opinions of other people. Though I sometimes disagree a lot.
I am not sure where I put my scale on how much I care about the opinions of others in this forum. In real life I am extremely obsessed by it. It is more chilling here on the internet. I think I often show my vulnerabilites on here. Maybe more than others. On the other side I am kind of scared to get excluded of the group. I am kind of dependent of this side. Maybe this is a reason why I am not sharing all my unpopular opnions on a daily basis.