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UNIQU3

New Member
Feb 10, 2026
3
I wanted to order SN, but I'm not sure where to find it and based on what others have said on here I don't think it'll get here in time for next week.

I don't want to use a knife or a gun to CTB, so I was thinking about using sleeping pills or some other alternative and tons of alcohol.

My concern is that it won't work and that I won't die. I need it to work the first time. Is there a way to calculate an effective dose?

Thanks
 
LastLightFade...

LastLightFade...

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Jan 12, 2026
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Pills are a method not recommended, as they rarely works so just don't. Catching the bus with a knife is also a method not recommended.
 
coolgal82

coolgal82

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
633
which sleeping pills? either way it's not a good idea but if they're benzos or anything similar they could be useful combined with other methods potentially
 
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UNIQU3

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Feb 10, 2026
3
I don't have any at the top of my head, but you can look here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
I hope this decision is a rational one, and I hope it brings you peace that this world cannot bring you. I'm sorry that you're considering this.
Thank you for your help and for your kind words ❤️
which sleeping pills? either way it's not a good idea but if they're benzos or anything similar they could be useful combined with other methods potentially
Just OTC stuff
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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muu

muu

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared
Jul 27, 2025
114
Just OTC stuff
if you're talking about melatonin, it cannot kill you. lots of OTC stuff won't kill you actually, that's why they are OTC.

hope u can find something else.
 

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