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Jessedesman

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Hello
I'm 19 and I've had this account for a very long time and this is the first time I'm posting a thread. This month I vowed to kill myself if someone found out about my dark secrets. I want to know how much paracetamol I need for the attempt. I really hope that I don't have to kill myself. I love myself so that's why I'll do anything to prevent my dark secrets from being unfolded
 
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PixelPlant

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To be honest, you likely won't die and end up with liver damage permanently if not treated right away. paracetamol OD is absolutely not the way to go and you'll end up even in more pain than before.
 
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coffeebeany

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It can go very very wrong and worst case cause some severe permanent damage. You should reconsider that. Also from what you are saying you sound very unsure and you are so young. Are your secrets really so bad that ctb is the last option? I am no pro lifer for sure and I don't mean to be patronizing. But isn't there anyone you can talk to or just give it more time? Would the exposure of your secrets justify ctb? Please make sure you have exhausted all other options before acting rashly.
 
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You have virtually no chance to CTB with OTC drugs.
The success rate is under 6% & very high chance of physical disability & further suffering.
I'm very "pro-choice" but please find a more effective method🌹💔
 
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Jessedesman

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To be honest, you likely won't die and end up with liver damage permanently if not treated right away. paracetamol OD is absolutely not the way to go and you'll end up even in more pain than before.
And what should I take?
You have virtually no chance to CTB with OTC drugs.
The success rate is under 6% & very high chance of physical disability & further suffering.
I'm very "pro-choice" but please find a more effective method🌹💔
What should I take?
It can go very very wrong and worst case cause some severe permanent damage. You should reconsider that. Also from what you are saying you sound very unsure and you are so young. Are your secrets really so bad that ctb is the last option? I am no pro lifer for sure and I don't mean to be patronizing. But isn't there anyone you can talk to or just give it more time? Would the exposure of your secrets justify ctb? Please make sure you have exhausted all other options before acting rashly.
Yes, they are bad enough that CTB is the last option. My secrets are bad enough that if I was kidnapped and tortured for years, revealing those secrets would be the last thing I would
 
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Forever Sleep

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Overdoses are very unreliable. Especially on OTC medicines:


I'm so sorry for your situation but, people likely won't give you suggestions on how to kill yourself. Assisting a suicide is illegal in many parts of the world. The suicide resources thread in the 'sticky' posts at the top list all the major methods and their corresponding megathreads. I think most of us start there.
 
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SVEN

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And what should I take?

What should I take?

Yes, they are bad enough that CTB is the last option. My secrets are bad enough that if I was kidnapped and tortured for years, revealing those secrets would be the last thing I would

There isn't really any easily available OTC (or even many prescription meds) pill which will just let you go unconcious and sleep peacefully away, sorry.
That's why you'll see threads here discussing methods of hanging, jumping or drowning. It's not because folk here particularly fancy such methods, just that there aren't too many easy alternatives.