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- Jul 17, 2024
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Because I was bullied and sexually abused during childhood, I grew up scared of people and unable to connect with them.
My social skills are non-existent and this has had several negative impacts on my life.
Even simple things like going out to the store makes me nervous. To this day, I get really anxious whenever I go past a school and see several students hanging around; I'm always thinking that they are going to make fun of me.
But I am still human in nature and I miss this connection. I tell myself I am an introvert but, upon reflection, maybe I was forced into that position because many of my human interactions were unpleasant, so I learned that being alone didn't hurt as much.
What about you? Are you also scared of the simplest things that involve other people?
My social skills are non-existent and this has had several negative impacts on my life.
Even simple things like going out to the store makes me nervous. To this day, I get really anxious whenever I go past a school and see several students hanging around; I'm always thinking that they are going to make fun of me.
But I am still human in nature and I miss this connection. I tell myself I am an introvert but, upon reflection, maybe I was forced into that position because many of my human interactions were unpleasant, so I learned that being alone didn't hurt as much.
What about you? Are you also scared of the simplest things that involve other people?
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