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fayth2567

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Oct 18, 2022
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Hi,
Title says it all. How many of you are bipolar with permanent daily suicidal thoughts? I'm having a very rough day and wondering if I am alone in having these problems.
 
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taiberjames

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Jun 9, 2023
56
I feel you..
It's my 5th deppression since diagnosed with type 2( 5 years ago), this time it's a real hard one.
I do too thinking on suicide, almost through the all day.
 
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mathiessi

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Jun 27, 2023
18
I have no idea if I'm bipolar, never consulted for that. My first experience in the medical spectrum about that was very very bad at 14 year old. So never i will go back there disturb them with my crazy idea.
I think about it very often but since 3 months it 24/7 , I'm starting to get tires of turning my head away from it , the more we are contemplating it then more it is luring us
 
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cherrysoda

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Jun 28, 2023
2
Hello,

I've been diagnosed with bipolar 2 and have had never ending suicidal thoughts as well. You are not alone at all. I go to sleep and wake up thinking about it everyday
 
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NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
I'm diagnosed bipolar, but I very rarely have manic/hypomanic episodes. Yes, I have persistent suicidal ideation everyday. You are definitely not alone.
 
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Walilamdzii

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Sep 19, 2021
585
I'm diagnosed with bipolar 1, and I have been having persistent daily ideation for.. several weeks at the moment... but I was looking at my old account which says I joined here early 2019. I was thinking holy guacamole that's quite extensive suicidal ideation.
 
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