Celerity
shape without form, shade without colour
- Jan 24, 2021
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I maybe have 1, but she's flaky AF.
Ouch2 - One that I catch up with a few times a year and one on long term stand by, last seen/comm'd with over a year ago.
In some ways it can hurt more having friends than not. It has taken me many years to get to the point of not feeling a tearing sensation in my guts from hearing about what my friends have been doing with their lives whilst I have been able to do so little with mine.Ouch
For real. I'm like you. Had heaps, super social, got sick, peeps can't deal with it. One by one they slowly distanced themselves. Now I've got none. Makes cbt a lot easier.I used to have a good number of friends but once I got sick most disappeared, expect for a few who still message me to see how I'm doing :( getting sick made me realized how shitty most people are. I made a few new online friends but nothing deep.
this is my situation tooIRL, none, online a handfull (by the standarts to which you can consider someone a true friend online lol)