How many failed attempts?

[GrislyEgress]

Hey all 2 months ago my dad passed and into escape the pain coming I decided to do on Fentanyl. I lived. I think I'm immortal. I have been shot at, of several times I cant count on various things. Tried chemicals in an enclosed bathroom, all I have now is a messed up back and legs. I've mped from 4 stories, I think I've tried Everything except for shooting myself.

 

[windingdown]

Wow, you do sound immortal. You're also incredibly brave. I think for many people, they are still alive as they are trying to find the courage to attempt for the first time. (That is the case for me.) I am afraid to become disabled or make my quality of life even worse from a failed attempt.

 

[Istanbulite]

zero. hope it stays that way

 

[june]

Is failed usually due to perparation not being good enough? I think for some it is survival instincts