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How many bottles of N would you buy?

  • 1

    Votes: 2 3.2%
  • 2

    Votes: 33 53.2%
  • 3

    Votes: 8 12.9%
  • 4 or more

    Votes: 16 25.8%
  • Don't know

    Votes: 3 4.8%

  • Total voters
    62
counting-out-time

counting-out-time

Just “hanging around”
Oct 10, 2022
313
If I was offered N I'd buy as many as possible due to the fact others may feel they no longer want to live this life BUT being me I'd want a good reason to supply my last 3 bottles of N. Not charge thousands of pounds but given a good reason I would give away my N as long as I had one to myself
Plus Xmas is coming so if Santa was real and asked me what I wanted for Xmas……… you all know what I'd ask for lol
 
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flightless bird

flightless bird

somewhere over the rainbow
Aug 18, 2022
299
Enough to fill a swimming pool so I could finally jump into something headfirst with a huge smile on my face.

PS: Don't worry, I'd invite you all in.
 
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counting-out-time

counting-out-time

Just “hanging around”
Oct 10, 2022
313
Enough to fill a swimming pool so I could finally jump into something headfirst with a huge smile on my face.

PS: Don't worry, I'd invite you all in.
Would you be supplying N Cocktails and N burgers too?
 
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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400

Enough to fly peacefully, if only I could

Desire to die is returning hard

Feeling so sad this night

Love ❤
 
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damaged_soul

Student
Jul 30, 2022
199
Due to my weight I'm sure one bottle would be enough but I'd buy two just in case something happens to the first one
 
jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
Enough to fly peacefully, if only I could

Desire to die is returning hard

Feeling so sad this night

Love ❤
I'm sorry you're feeling so sad :( is there anything I can do? I'm always available to talk if it helps, I'm not the best company though ❤️
 
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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
I'm sorry you're feeling so sad :( is there anything I can do? I'm always available to talk if it helps, I'm not the best company though ❤️

Don't blame yourself my sweet @jodes2, just hanging there, replying to your post or even receiving some warmth from you, from members here is enough to make me feel better ❤

One day, we should discuss, or share a way to disscuss outside than here if you want to

I would love to

(This is not that easy to follow a conversation here and on your other thread 😂)

Love ❤😊
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
Welp, it looks like 2 bottles is by far the most popular choice, I guess people want to be extra certain it'll work, even though the ppeh says one bottle is fine. Weird. Apparently euthanasia clinics use more like 2 bottles, I guess that's the reason for 2-bottle popularity
 
niiina

niiina

🌸
Aug 20, 2022
232
I'd buy 2 then *poof* I'd wake from the best dream ever.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,714
Certainly 2. If I was able to access N I would be desperately making sure that I do everything that I possibly could to succeed.
But seriously it would be so wonderful to have N. It's all that I want and I would die as soon as possible if I had it. Peacefully passing away and being free for all eternity is the best thing ever.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
Certainly 2. If I was able to access N I would be desperately making sure that I do everything that I possibly could to succeed.
But seriously it would be so wonderful to have N. It's all that I want and I would die as soon as possible if I had it. Peacefully passing away and being free for all eternity is the best thing ever.
I hope you get some :) you poor tormented soul ❤️

It's amazing how many people would buy 4 or more! Crazy. I wonder what their reasons all are. Surely 2 is plenty. Is vomiting a thing on N? In which case I guess you might want a spare bottle
 
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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
121
When people ask is there anything they can do do they mean it
What does it mean ?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,370
I hope you get some :) you poor tormented soul ❤️

It's amazing how many people would buy 4 or more! Crazy. I wonder what their reasons all are. Surely 2 is plenty. Is vomiting a thing on N? In which case I guess you might want a spare bottle
There was someone here (can't remember who now) that had some but used it all a drip at a time for 'recreational use'. Sounded terryfying to me- like dicing with death but I guess maybe such a small amount just has a sedative effect- not suggesting anyone try it though!! Even if it was more available, it's still so expensive though (as I understand) and I guess it doesn't last forever. Makes me curious too.
 
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Lonerzepam

Lonerzepam

O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
619
Certainly 2. If I was able to access N I would be desperately making sure that I do everything that I possibly could to succeed.
But seriously it would be so wonderful to have N. It's all that I want and I would die as soon as possible if I had it. Peacefully passing away and being free for all eternity is the best thing ever.
Don't you also need metoclopramide for N? For best success chances?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,714
Don't you also need metoclopramide for N? For best success chances?
I don't even have it in the first place, so I don't know. I haven't really researched it in detail as I doubt that I will ever have it. There doesn't even seem to be a way of getting N anymore which is horrific.
 
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IsThisTheEnd?

IsThisTheEnd?

Mange
Aug 6, 2020
585
depends on the cost. I'd rather just buy 1 bottle because of the cost but it has been suggested many times to buy two as one might not be enough to ctb.
 
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Lonerzepam

Lonerzepam

O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
619
I don't even have it in the first place, so I don't know. I haven't really researched it in detail as I doubt that I will ever have it. There doesn't even seem to be a way of getting N anymore which is horrific.
I think like SN it's not absolutely neccesary but recommended. In my country AS is legal and when you fill out the form which medication is used to ctb. N obviously and metoclopramide is recommended and you are able to select it in the form but in the end I think your doctor is in charge of what medication will be used but in almost every case it's N and preferably meto.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
Sorry new here....whats N?
Nembutal, or pentobarbital. It's the gold standard for a peaceful exit, but very hard to get, currently impossible. Waiting for a new supplier to come on the scene
 
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Wunderkind

❤️Travel by bus
Nov 25, 2022
192
Nembutal, or pentobarbital. It's the gold standard for a peaceful exit, but very hard to get, currently impossible. Waiting for a new supplier to come on the scene
Has something happened to their factory? I don't know the whole story
 
Sapphire

Sapphire

Student
Nov 22, 2022
185
Has something happened to their factory? I don't know the whole story
There was an explosion at a pharmaceutical factory in Taiwan which caused the global N shortage.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,351
Is vomiting a thing on N?
YES............. any poison introduced into the body orally will be met with rejection from said body and mechanisms to expel it will ensue immediately.
 
deathissosad

deathissosad

I will find you in the afterlife my Nanes. -boov 😢
Nov 17, 2022
173
Enough to fill a swimming pool so I could finally jump into something headfirst with a huge smile on my face.

PS: Don't worry, I'd invite you all in.
"First you get a swimming pool full of N then you diiiive in it! Pour up. DRANK. Headshot. DRANK. Sit down. DRANK. Stand up. DRANK!"
- Kendrick Lamar