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Hello, I already tried to overdose on 4mg Oral Xanax and 1 gram nasal Heroin.
The Heroin was bad quality (too cheap too be true) probably and the Xanax were good quality.

It wasn't planned, I took the 4mg xanax for "fun" and then I felt worse and cause of the anxiety reduction of the drug I wasn't scared of death so I snorted the whole gram of heroin, after that I couldn't see properly and walked to my mother and said that I am sorry, then I fall onto my bed and it was black, then I walked up in withdrawal in a hospital.
I was found cause of my extremely loud breathing.

The lethal dose of heroin ranges from 75mg to 600mg without a tolerance (I didn't take it since a long time that time ago) as far as I know, I think my problems was that I snorted heroin through only 1 nostril in one extreme line and I think a nostril can't absorb that much of a drug (I don't know how much a nostril can absorb and I can't find information on it) and the heroin I had wasn't very water soluble either (it was meant for smoking).

I am currently planning to ctb with nitrogen cause it is fast and painless, but I am sure an opioid+benzo overdose is better cause it feels more like sleeping.
I am probably doing it at a hotel so Nitrogen is better cause it kills me faster but maybe I can get an apartment in which I am alone all the time.
So my question is, if I would dose a lethal amount of a strong rc benzo+rc opioid and wasn't found, how fast would I die?
Btw which anti emetic would be the best that is accessible?
My Question is only towards orally/nasally consuming the drugs, I hate syringes, they hurt and feel disgusting and I don't want my last moments to be about finding a vein.
 
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