Discussion How long will you be on here?

[human909]

I'm going to probably be gone by the end of the year (hopefully), my life is getting worse and worse by the second. Which makes me probably going to ctb soon i think either may or april is the earliest i'm going to do next time. How long do you guys think you will be on here/in this world?

 

[ma0]

Until I die. Dunno when.

 

[WatchmeBurn]

I am going to try to stay alive at least until my parents die, so probably in around 10-15 years. In the mean time, I'll try to find happiness, meaning, and purpose. If I haven't succeeded by then, I think I've earnt the right to die. I have tried everything I can afford to be happy.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Until I die. Dunno when.

Same here… I'm hoping by end the Summer so I can watch Squid Game 3 and leave

 

[BlueButterfly111]

I'm hoping to be gone by next month around this time, but that all depends on how the process will go!

 

[billie]

i'll ctb by march 31st at the latest

 

[JustHere1]

Depending on how things go, I will either CTB next week by shotgun, or wait and find a partner with someone for a fent OD. I only have until early March - I have to rely on assistance for the latter as I live alone with no car to pick up packages sent to P.O, but can provide financial assistance for the purchase + a flat to CTB comfortably in. So either by the end of January, or the end of February.

 

[sad.lgbtq]

Hopefully just until tonight!!

Forum gave me some info I needed, so hopefully today's the day !

 

[EternalShore]

i'll ctb by march 31st at the latest

because that's the 1 year anniversary of when you joined SS?

Hopefully just until tonight!!

Forum gave me some info I needed, so hopefully today's the day !

I wish you the best~ :) See ya, and I'll be praying for you~ :)

in regards to myself, for the foreseeable future~ I guess I'll just leave when I stop being able to help others and/or myself feel better by continuing to talk here~ :) or you know~ sewer slide, but that's not really possible for me rn~ :(

 

[billie]

because that's the 1 year anniversary of when you joined SS?

yes

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I don't know if or when I CTB - I would prefer to live but the circumstances may push me to CTB.

 

[Richard Langford]

I have 'stuff' to get. That'll probably take 3 weeks or so. I've also got personal things similarly out of my control that will take 2 or 3 weeks. Probably until the former happens. I'm one for doing something. I've personally found the more you think about it the harder it becomes.

 

[WeDontKnowTheFuture]

If i can bring myself to do it knowing the impact it will have on my family, normally for a few months, wich seem atrocious even if it is not very long. It will also depend if my health improve or if i stay suck in this dead-end situation.

 

[TheHolySword]

just a few more months

 

[LostLily]

Until i CTB

 

[blackpillhopeless]

Probably another 2 years or so, depends how fast I age and lose my hair and if I'm able to find a romantic partner before then.

 

[taysontheory]

Less than 3 months approximately

 

[Loaf of bread]

No clue when. I certainly won't live a full natural 80+ years, but no idea when ill ctb

 

[Gstreater]

I'm hoping I can die before 30

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Realistically, I will run out of money end of April if I don't find a job. I could maybe get something part-time and hang on for another month or so. Emotionally, the way I feel now, I don't see myself hanging on for longer than that anyways even with a job if nothing else changes. What is the point then? I will secure my SN as soon as I can, before I have money problems, with the intent to ctb by June.

 

[daeneyss]

Until I can get a legitimate and reliable sn. And take it as soon as possible without being watched. But it's difficult, I'm under surveillance by my parents.

 

[SoulWhisperer]

I'll be on SaSu till I die or till my life drastically changes I think. And for "in this world", I think I still need a few years before I can secure a way out. Till then it's insanity on earth for me.

 

[6lackstar]

If nothing changes, it'll be after I graduate and settle on a method to ctb

 

[finallydone]

could be few hours, days, months or even years, a short while nonetheless

 

[Forever Sleep]

Waiting for my Dad to go first so, it's a little like asking: 'How long is a piece of string?' I have no idea. I don't entirely know that when my Dad goes that I'll have the guts to also but, I sincerely hope I do. I need out of this life.

 

[Schizo_turk]

as long i am still alive and have internet access

 

[areyousafe??]

I was going to do it next week. It's chinese new year so my sister will be visiting so I was hoping that she could sort out my cremation. But I'm currently in the process of obtaining benzos and it doesn't look like I will receive it in time. Plan is in April at the latest.

 

[Trakehner]

My goal is to die before the end of the year, ideally within 3-4 months. I don't know if I have the patience to wait though.

 

[J&L383]

I am going to try to stay alive at least until my parents die, so probably in around 10-15 years. In the mean time, I'll try to find happiness, meaning, and purpose. If I haven't succeeded by then, I think I've earnt the right to die. I have tried everything I can afford to be happy.

I did meet that first benchmark - both parents now dead. And I have the same thought - the right to die. How much longer I don't know, but no children, or SO, (just 3 siblings) makes it hard. The future, personal and existential, appears bleak.

 

[kalashnikova]

Honestly this might be my last year