Discussion How long have you been planning/testing your CTB method?

[Divine Trinity]

After hearing yet another "hand full of generic pills" story, I wonder how long (if at all) people tend to plan out their CTB attempt(s).

#PillsDoNotWork

 

[tomz323]

Maybe this is a bad way of doing it. But I haven't practiced anything, I was you know...just going to go for it and hope for the best.

 

[Honigwaffel]

I was thinking about it for almost two years, but began research about a month ago. Maybe I should practise because my biggest fear is failing ctb...

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Less than a year of actively researching. About the past five years off and on battling my urges of CTBing.

 

[SpiroSundae]

Only "practice" ive done is getting a feel for the exact position i should put the rope around my neck

 

[melodyhehe]

after an incident at home (violent step dad) i grabbed some pills nd locked myself in bathroom but i didnt know they wouldnt work that way i just didnt know what to do and i wanted to stop existing.
i was gonna jump w my partner who didnt want to exist either but they decided to kinda just threw me away so now i just slice, wondering what to do w myself. I think i might end up doing it one day as accident just by slicing too deep