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tasmaka

tasmaka

Neutral good
Feb 14, 2026
42
Another night for me, getting drunk, music, and wishing for a sense of connection from another real person.

Dont wish to go back to hallucinations being my only comforters.

How does this day/night treat you?

How was your recent days or hours?

Hope if you see this you find yourself, recovery, happiness, relief.

Not speaking because Im intoxicated, I hope the best for you all, truly, pinky promise❤️
tasmaka user is truthful !
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,335
For me every second is torturous to suffer in this existence, to me existence is just the most terrible, dreadful mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this torturous existence.

No matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over being burdened with this terrible, tortuous existence that only ever harms existing beings, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me and no matter what this existence never should had been imposed, I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that has only ever caused existing beings to suffer with existing beings in agony every second. There's just so much evil in existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just want to be permanently unconscious of this torturous existence with all gone and forgotten about, it's just so horrific to me how the torture of existing can continue for decades longer just to face the agony of old age, all I want is to erase this terrible, dreadful existence.
 
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Afterglow

Afterglow

if found, return to closest moss covered rock
Feb 22, 2025
308
the night isn't going well since i got in a fight with my mother who can't control her temper.

but going outside and just staring at the stars always seems to help a little bit.

have a picture

I hope this night of yours goes well.

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chudcell

BPD + attachment issues :/
Feb 20, 2026
4
the night isn't going well since i got in a fight with my mother who can't control her temper.

but going outside and just staring at the stars always seems to help a little bit.

have a picture

I hope the rest of your night goes well, keep rocking out.

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That looks dope
 
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