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Goyasan

Goyasan

Ah'm tryin' my best!
Nov 24, 2019
24
Hello everyone!

I've finally started the process of planning my CTB. I've decided on my method, our super-star darling Sodium Nitrite. I'm in the process of ordering it, still need to hopefully get the payment out of the way. I started the process for a purchase of forty grams of SN and I still need to purchase my Reglan (I really don't know how I'm going to get that...), but that will come later. Now, as for the where I've planned on walking to a hotel near my workplace after I'm dropped off (I don't have a car.) and do it there. However, I do have some concerns.

I want to be able to get to the hotel, settle in my room, take a shower and or baths, take the pre-meds, before CTB-ing. I understand that post intake of SN requires at the very least an hour to an hour and a half to fully take into the body and I need to be relatively isolated for at least three hours so ensure I'm not saved. I do question how nosey hotel staff would be regarding this, especially considering the noises. Does anyone have any ideas on how to negate this? I don't know if hotels still have "Do Not Disturb" signs that you can use, and I did consider having the television on so it drowns out some noise. However, I don't want a ironic twist of fate situation where I have the television too loud that someone tries to get to me to tell me to turn it down, gets no response, then gets staff to deal with it, and then they find out why there was no response and resuscitate me. I've also planned to arrive at the hotel with a travel bag (bought at my workplace) so that it doesn't seem like I'm there "temporarily".

Any ideas, thoughts, or suggestion?

Thank you,
Goya!
 
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cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
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I think you're overthinking it highly doubt staff is going to enter your room
are you planning on doing it at night? i think most of the hotel staff would probably be asleep by then
if you're only renting the hotel during the day (you're not planning to stay the night) i still think you don't have to worry ppeh says sn deaths usually take 40 minutes but of course there are cases where it took longer but if you have 3+ hours of uninterrupted time i think you'll be ok

wishing you luck and peace
 
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Goyasan

Goyasan

Ah'm tryin' my best!
Nov 24, 2019
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I think you're overthinking it highly doubt staff is going to enter your room
are you planning on doing it at night? i think most of the hotel staff would probably be asleep by then
if you're only renting the hotel during the day (you're not planning to stay the night) i still think you don't have to worry ppeh says sn deaths usually take 40 minutes but of course there are cases where it took longer but if you have 3+ hours of uninterrupted time i think you'll be ok

wishing you luck and peace
Thanks for the response! I can't help it, I really need this to work. Technically, yes and no. If I can manage, I want to be at the hotel by 11:40am So, I don't think I'm going to be doing it at night. I plan to execute (hah) the plan within the time frame of my typical work-shift so that's about seven hours I will be in the hotel. I do plan to rent the hotel room for the entire day + night and in the case things do go wrong, I'll at least maybe have time to stumble back to my workplace. I saw the PPEH dictate that it does only take 40 minutes, but I want to at least have an hour and a half of uninterrupted time alone.

Thank you, and likewise.
 
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cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
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Thanks for the response! I can't help it, I really need this to work. Technically, yes and no. If I can manage, I want to be at the hotel by 11:40am So, I don't think I'm going to be doing it at night. I plan to execute (hah) the plan within the time frame of my typical work-shift so that's about seven hours I will be in the hotel. I do plan to rent the hotel room for the entire day + night and in the case things do go wrong, I'll at least maybe have time to stumble back to my workplace. I saw the PPEH dictate that it does only take 40 minutes, but I want to at least have an hour and a half of uninterrupted time alone.

Thank you, and likewise.
that's more than enough time
you'll be fine
 
etchings

etchings

this is the first time, it’s not the first time
Jul 28, 2022
23
Hey there. Just wanted to pop in with a little insight.
I've stayed at two different hotels the previous two nights this week and had very loud, screaming abusive sex and was not disturbed by neighbors or staff. (My apologies for TMI, guys.) Just play a good fast paced action movie and turn your TV up a bit. Wishing you peace.
 

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