Help How is my plan looking?

[6ixxy]

Excuse the shit title, I don't really have any mental capacity to think of anything witty or eye-catching at the moment.
Im just looking for an extra pair of eyes on my doses & to vent off a little.

Thanks to the late Stan, I'll be using the stat dose as opposed to the regiment. This is mostly down to a semi-impulsive decision(I'm a hypocrite, I know) but my time has pretty much ran out as of Friday night/Saturday morning.
My doses will be as follows, please give input or corrections if you see anything wrong. I CANT fuck this up.

My last meal will be 14:00 and then I will begin fasting, as for water consumption, I'll stop around 3 hours before I start my dosing, just so I'm not on a full bladder.
Roughly 00:00 Friday evening, I'll take 600mg ibuprofen, followed by 30mg of Meto 15 minutes later. 15 minutes after that I'll be smoking THC alongside a hefty dose of ketamine which will be used nasally. This is to reduce any last minute anxiety, reduce SI & make it somewhat enjoyable?
10 minutes after consuming the ketamine & THC I'll then be drinking my SN. This should allow plenty of time for the drugs to enter my system and essentially render me as a potato.

So all in all it should be in full effect by 01:00am Saturday morning.
Reading it back it seems like their is a lot of moving parts & gets me somewhat sceptical, however due to not being able to access benzos easily, the need for ketamine & THC is imperative.

please give any thoughts & feedback if possible.

 

[SativaKherifa]

Sounds like a plan. Have you written your last goodbyes yet?

 

[6ixxy]

Sounds like a plan. Have you written your last goodbyes yet?

Fingers crossed eh.
No, plan on doing it tonight & tomorrow whenever I get a second to think, I'm completely overwhelmed by the thought of going right now.

 

[6ixxy]

Bumping for opinions

 

[Jean4]

You too? You took me by surprise honestly. Let me regroup and I will take a look.
Can I ask (since this took me off guard) is there something happening that it is being done so quickly?

 

[6ixxy]

You too? You took me by surprise honestly. Let me regroup and I will take a look.
Can I ask (since this took me off guard) is there something happening that it is being done so quickly?

Unfortunately so, my original date was 2 weeks~ from now with my partner from here. Things/problems have just escalated dramatically & I have no will to go on living this way anymore. Financial burden especially over the 'festive' period has particularly took its toll which is probably the highest contributing factor amongst everything else.

 

[Jean4]

Unfortunately so, my original date was 2 weeks~ from now with my partner from here. Things/problems have just escalated dramatically & I have no will to go on living this way anymore. Financial burden especially over the 'festive' period has particularly took its toll which is probably the highest contributing factor amongst everything else.

Your plan looks ok, but I am not the SN expert.

Remember what Stan said. Don't overthink.

 

[6ixxy]

Your plan looks ok, but I am not the SN expert.

Remember what Stan said. Don't overthink.

Thank you, it's reassurance which is what I need right now. I'm on complete autopilot at the moment, hopefully remains that way.

 

[Jean4]

Your bible... Don't overthink and keep him with you. He's watching over you waiting.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[Retard]

Much love to you at what is clearly an unbearable time.

 

[Carina]

We'll be here for you no matter what.

 

[not.happy201]

Sounds like a good plan.

 

[Rena rossy]

It does sound like a good plan. Sorry that you are not able to follow your original plan and I know we haven't really talked but I noticed you were areally active member. Hope you are able to ctb without major inconveniences and pacefully.

 

[Farmmaa]

Excuse the shit title, I don't really have any mental capacity to think of anything witty or eye-catching at the moment.
Im just looking for an extra pair of eyes on my doses & to vent off a little.

Thanks to the late Stan, I'll be using the stat dose as opposed to the regiment. This is mostly down to a semi-impulsive decision(I'm a hypocrite, I know) but my time has pretty much ran out as of Friday night/Saturday morning.
My doses will be as follows, please give input or corrections if you see anything wrong. I CANT fuck this up.

Awe, you will be missed.

I can't help out with the plan, since I'm going another route , but I can relate to the need to go sooner than hoped.

My time also runs out on the 3rd - which is when my rent is due.
I'm no where near finished getting everything here in order yet and had hoped to wait until at least the 12th.... but I'm going to need a miracle or two for that to happen.
Unfortunately, due to the holidays and mail delays... my package is not here yet. So... it's going to be a nerve wracking two days waiting to see if it is delivered before the weekend.

I hope all goes well for you .. but I'm sure this isn't the last time either of us will post.

 

[6ixxy]

Awe, you will be missed.

I can't help out with the plan, since I'm going another route , but I can relate to the need to go sooner than hoped.

My time also runs out on the 3rd - which is when my rent is due.
I'm no where near finished getting everything here in order yet and had hoped to wait until at least the 12th.... but I'm going to need a miracle or two for that to happen.
Unfortunately, due to the holidays and mail delays... my package is not here yet. So... it's going to be a nerve wracking two days waiting to see if it is delivered before the weekend.

I hope all goes well for you .. but I'm sure this isn't the last time either of us will post.

Thank you!
Yeah it's funny how time just suddenly creeps up out of nowhere. Whatever or however you do things, as everyone else will tell you, do not rush it. Last thing anyone wants is for you to suffer, you deserve peace in whatever you decide to do.
I'll likely be making a 'goodbye' thread tomorrow at some point, watch this space

 

[TAW122]

I don't know much about attempting it via SN and such, but I do wish you peace when the time comes.

 

[6ixxy]

I don't know much about attempting it via SN and such, but I do wish you peace when the time comes.

Much appreciated, thank you!

 

[Skyview]

Excuse the shit title, I don't really have any mental capacity to think of anything witty or eye-catching at the moment.
Im just looking for an extra pair of eyes on my doses & to vent off a little.

Thanks to the late Stan, I'll be using the stat dose as opposed to the regiment. This is mostly down to a semi-impulsive decision(I'm a hypocrite, I know) but my time has pretty much ran out as of Friday night/Saturday morning.
My doses will be as follows, please give input or corrections if you see anything wrong. I CANT fuck this up.

My last meal will be 14:00 and then I will begin fasting, as for water consumption, I'll stop around 3 hours before I start my dosing, just so I'm not on a full bladder.
Roughly 00:00 Friday evening, I'll take 600mg ibuprofen, followed by 30mg of Meto 15 minutes later. 15 minutes after that I'll be smoking THC alongside a hefty dose of ketamine which will be used nasally. This is to reduce any last minute anxiety, reduce SI & make it somewhat enjoyable?
10 minutes after consuming the ketamine & THC I'll then be drinking my SN. This should allow plenty of time for the drugs to enter my system and essentially render me as a potato.

So all in all it should be in full effect by 01:00am Saturday morning.
Reading it back it seems like their is a lot of moving parts & gets me somewhat sceptical, however due to not being able to access benzos easily, the need for ketamine & THC is imperative.

please give any thoughts & feedback if possible.

Plan looks good , I documented others who used SN to see their regime . Only apparent difference is those who used 2 day regime which is 2x10mg meto first day .

 

[realjunes]

Excuse the shit title, I don't really have any mental capacity to think of anything witty or eye-catching at the moment.
Im just looking for an extra pair of eyes on my doses & to vent off a little.

Thanks to the late Stan, I'll be using the stat dose as opposed to the regiment. This is mostly down to a semi-impulsive decision(I'm a hypocrite, I know) but my time has pretty much ran out as of Friday night/Saturday morning.
My doses will be as follows, please give input or corrections if you see anything wrong. I CANT fuck this up.

My last meal will be 14:00 and then I will begin fasting, as for water consumption, I'll stop around 3 hours before I start my dosing, just so I'm not on a full bladder.
Roughly 00:00 Friday evening, I'll take 600mg ibuprofen, followed by 30mg of Meto 15 minutes later. 15 minutes after that I'll be smoking THC alongside a hefty dose of ketamine which will be used nasally. This is to reduce any last minute anxiety, reduce SI & make it somewhat enjoyable?
10 minutes after consuming the ketamine & THC I'll then be drinking my SN. This should allow plenty of time for the drugs to enter my system and essentially render me as a potato.

So all in all it should be in full effect by 01:00am Saturday morning.
Reading it back it seems like their is a lot of moving parts & gets me somewhat sceptical, however due to not being able to access benzos easily, the need for ketamine & THC is imperative.

please give any thoughts & feedback if possible.

@6ixxy,

We don't know one another but your thread today did not escape my notice or concern.
I of course read you on the forum and as a suffering member you mean a lot to me, so I want you to know that I know you were HERE, and you are loved and will be remembered.

You mentioned your final moments would be around midnight, but I don't know what time zone you are in, and if you don't mind posting that I want to be there for you, spiritually if you do not post and virtually if you do.

Love to you, my friend.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I think your plan looks good, not too many moving parts. Try not to overthink it if you can help it, but I know that can be hard. I never thought about using ketamine, that's a brilliant idea!

I didn't get a chance to get to know you, but I enjoyed seeing your posts. I hope all goes well for you and that you find the peace you deserve. I will be keeping an eye out for a goodbye thread. Take care.

 

[6ixxy]

Plan looks good , I documented others who used SN to see their regime . Only apparent difference is those who used 2 day regime which is 2x10mg meto first day .

Due to timescale I'm unable to stick to the 2 day regime, which id originally like to have done. I think I'll get the same result though fingers crossed

@6ixxy,

We don't know one another but your thread today did not escape my notice or concern.
I of course read you on the forum and as a suffering member you mean a lot to me, so I want you to know that I know you were HERE, and you are loved and will be remembered.

You mentioned your final moments would be around midnight, but I don't know what time zone you are in, and if you don't mind posting that I want to be there for you, spiritually if you do not post and virtually if you do.

Love to you, my friend.

That was very thoughtful and kind of you & I very much appreciate you acknowledging me. I'll be saying by goodbyes to those on here via a goodbye thread roughly 1 hour or so before I go. I've gotta make a good exit.

I think your plan looks good, not too many moving parts. Try not to overthink it if you can help it, but I know that can be hard. I never thought about using ketamine, that's a brilliant idea!

I didn't get a chance to get to know you, but I enjoyed seeing your posts. I hope all goes well for you and that you find the peace you deserve. I will be keeping an eye out for a goodbye thread. Take care.

I think it's the initial fear that got to me when writing it out, I'm a lot calmer and confident in my method & dosing. It was a last minute decision to use ketamine, I think I'll be pleasantly surprised with the result.

likewise, as mentioned above I'll probably be making one roughly 11~pm GMT

 

[k75]

Are you sure you'll be able to stick to the drinking SN part of the schedule after the ketamine?

 

[Secrets1]

Are you sure you'll be able to stick to the drinking SN part of the schedule after the ketamine?

I was thinking... isn't ketamine the new wonder trial drug for instant clinical reversal of suicidal ideation? Where did you get the idea to add that?

 

[6ixxy]

Are you sure you'll be able to stick to the drinking SN part of the schedule after the ketamine?

It takes roughly 20 minutes (from my experience) to kick in properly, so should allow me plenty of time, give or take a couple minutes

I was thinking... isn't ketamine the new wonder trial drug for instant clinical reversal of suicidal ideation? Where did you get the idea to add that?

Supposedly yes, in the correct circumstances & usage. It's also a medical grade sedative, which will provide a relaxed, almost sleepy state, I won't have a clue what's going on which makes it all the better once it kicks in.

 

[k75]

It takes roughly 20 minutes (from my experience) to kick in properly, so should allow me plenty of time, give or take a couple minutes

Supposedly yes, in the correct circumstances & usage. It's also a medical grade sedative, which will provide a relaxed, almost sleepy state, I won't have a clue what's going on which makes it all the better once it kicks in.

Gotcha. I had assumed you were planning on drinking after it had kicked in. I hope it works out as you expect.

 

[6ixxy]

Gotcha. I had assumed you were planning on drinking after it had kicked in. I hope it works out as you expect.

No I'm planning on being 'k holed' by time the SN starts to take effect. I've trialed with ket before & I only recall feeling like I was in a dream, where nothing mattered and it was blissful. Hopefully same results show tomorrow.
Thank you :)

 

[jgm63]

No H2 blocker / antacid ? ( or have I just not read it correctly ? )

 

[6ixxy]

No H2 blocker / antacid ? ( or have I just not read it correctly ? )

No, I haven't included that in my regime as I didn't feel the need to include it, just another step to add. I'm sure I'll be fine without it

 

[jgm63]

No, I haven't included that in my regime as I didn't feel the need to include it, just another step to add. I'm sure I'll be fine without it

Ok, but I just hope Stan doesn't tell you off upon arrival....

 

[SinisterKid]

Oh fuck me 6ixxy, not another one. I really dont hate mackems that much ya know You better say hi to Soups for me and tell her I did what I said I would do.

Gonna miss ya bud, I was hoping I might get to buy you a pint or three this year, but not gonna happen is it. Whatever comes next on your journey, I hope you find the peace and security you seek.