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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
- 4,996
For me it is really important. If I had a 100% guarantee that I would stay anonymous I would talk about more shit. I censor me on some topics. I just try to compare me with the time in clinics or in a my self-help group.
I am really hesisitant to talk fully openly in these groups about suicide. I am very sensitive and vulnerable on that topic. I have already received some really hurtful comments. But most often on other internet pages. Some people are so cruel to suicidal people.
In my self-help I stopped to open up fully. One guy really once made a dumb comment on suicidality. He acted like people who ctb are weak and I had the feeling he felt superior to them. I despise those comments.
In clincs I was very open also in group therapy concerning my suffering and situation in general. But I was not fully explicit on suicidality. It was absurd. The professionals told me I would feel too good for a clinic stay. And in group therapy everyone was shocked in what a painful mental state I was. Some speople said you resemble me during my darkest hours. And I was in this state for like 2,5 years. At the beginning the pain was even more extreme.
I don't regret to open up in these groups. When someone made a comment which was not empathetic I tried to cope with it. Some people are just assholes and I cannot change them. Maybe they were in pain themselves etc.
I am really hesisitant to talk fully openly in these groups about suicide. I am very sensitive and vulnerable on that topic. I have already received some really hurtful comments. But most often on other internet pages. Some people are so cruel to suicidal people.
In my self-help I stopped to open up fully. One guy really once made a dumb comment on suicidality. He acted like people who ctb are weak and I had the feeling he felt superior to them. I despise those comments.
In clincs I was very open also in group therapy concerning my suffering and situation in general. But I was not fully explicit on suicidality. It was absurd. The professionals told me I would feel too good for a clinic stay. And in group therapy everyone was shocked in what a painful mental state I was. Some speople said you resemble me during my darkest hours. And I was in this state for like 2,5 years. At the beginning the pain was even more extreme.
I don't regret to open up in these groups. When someone made a comment which was not empathetic I tried to cope with it. Some people are just assholes and I cannot change them. Maybe they were in pain themselves etc.
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