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Specific_Milk

Specific_Milk

Student
Aug 28, 2022
103
How many of you have found this site because of Tantacrul's youtube video?

[NOTE: please vote carefully as you only have ONE VOTE and you CANNOT CHANGE your vote once it's been casted]

If you havent found this site via Tantacrul kindly leave a comment on how you found SaSu

Cheers
 
Ihatemylife6

Ihatemylife6

I’m not living my life, I’m just surviving
Nov 9, 2022
27
I had a bad, busy day at work ,and the next morning I searched up of ways to CTB. And alot of things akin to that. And, my life was and is a mess. I've always wanted to CTB. After a while, I so happened to come across it. And I joined due to having all the requirements, and wanting a safe space where no one will judge me when I CTB
 
delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
When I originally joined at the start of Covid I found it via a google search of all things looking for methods
 
Ihatemylife6

Ihatemylife6

I’m not living my life, I’m just surviving
Nov 9, 2022
27
Wdym by having all the requirements?
I forgot I said that lol. I guess I meant after reading the rules, it seemed like it applied to me . As I wanted a safe space, where it can be discussed civilly and no one would shame me for wanting to CTB or always tell me to not do it as it's something I've always thought about doing. And the rules of it, I wouldn't break.
 
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cami

cami

the lonely
May 27, 2023
186
for all the censoring tantacrul did, he messed up using the correct acronym of ss. all it took was a google search of ss suicide forum and bam. i found my new favourite community,
 
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istheretrulyalife?

Ser Alexander V
Jun 14, 2023
130
Searched up ways to cbt and scrolled down all the help line options
 
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feels_like_rain

feels_like_rain

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
Sep 29, 2021
74
My best friend, elizabeth.luck, was a member here and told me about it. She ctb near the end of 2021 🥺
 
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JustWantOut500

Member
Feb 15, 2023
55
Was desperately searching for painless ways to CTB, eventually searched on Twitter, which led me to a tweet about The NY Times article about SS, which led me to SS.
 
H

honeydew

Member
May 17, 2023
8
i was browsing the internet at some point just before tantacruls video came out, and i came across that nyt article about it.

i didnt read the article, which was dumb because it literally named the site.

ended up finding the name through a wiki article about controversial subreddits instead lol
 
Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
I was unaware of this Tantacrul character until I came back to SaSu.

I've known of SaSu ever since it originated on Reddit. I also remember r/FreeToGo which was a sub that tried to take the place of SaSu when it was banned. FreeToGo was banned shortly after Reddit's SaSu ban.

Grateful for this site, and my gratitude to the people keeping this site going.

The Tantacrul Youtube channel…I haven't watched any of it. I believe it's the first time I blocked a Youtube channel outright.
 
Charlie-Bravo

Charlie-Bravo

Member
May 30, 2023
83
Found it searching for methods(pretty quickly on duckduckgo). That was before Tantacruls video. But yea, his video is the perfect example for the streisand effect. Also, by not mentioning important details or names, you turn it into a mystery, and people love mysteries.
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
339
Through a pro-choice association I won't name here.
 
feder

feder

I'm more scarred more scarred than my wrist is.
Apr 13, 2023
161
Typed how to hang yourself in duck duck go, scrolled down and found the hanging megathread. Really glad I found this forum.
 
InSearchOfLess

InSearchOfLess

Alis volat propriis
Feb 22, 2023
42
How many of you have found this site because of Tantacrul's youtube video?

[NOTE: please vote carefully as you only have ONE VOTE and you CANNOT CHANGE your vote once it's been casted]

If you havent found this site via Tantacrul kindly leave a comment on how you found SaSu

Cheers
I found the website because it is on the Wikipedia page for Sodium Nitrite
 
Death is my goal

Death is my goal

pathetic failure
Aug 25, 2022
516
i can't count how many times I've seen the same post lol
 
F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,690
New York Times Article but there is a thread for this in the stickies above- if you want to add your vote there also...

So far- we're on 465 people here via the Tantacrul video- 40% of users who voted...

 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,230
It was a long time ago and it's hard to remember, I think I was researching suicide methods and came across an article about a suicide which mentioned a suicide forum, it didn't name the place but soon enough I found this site. I came here in the first place just looking for methods but sadly there was no easy answers and unfortunately I'm still here, it's just the reality that suicide is too difficult in this world.
 
Specific_Milk

Specific_Milk

Student
Aug 28, 2022
103
How many of you have found this site because of Tantacrul's youtube video?

[NOTE: please vote carefully as you only have ONE VOTE and you CANNOT CHANGE your vote once it's been casted]

If you havent found this site via Tantacrul kindly leave a comment on how you found SaSu

Cheers
EDIT: there seems to have been another thread of the same question going on already unbeknownst to me so feel free to go vote in that thread instead as it is more detailed. Thanks.
 
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Readytogo246

Experienced
Jun 4, 2023
205
I saw it mentioned in the NY times and am so grateful I found this site.
 

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