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- Mar 11, 2022
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Mine has been quite boring. All alone. Nothing to do
I have to clean the house tooCleaning up
Sounds a good planOkay so far. Going to run some errands (drive thru / curbside stuff, I am minimizing time spent in public because I'm recovering from covid and still have a cough sometimes), and get takeout for lunch after. Grilled cheese and tomato soup, my favorite!
Then my plan for the rest of the day is to get stoned and lounge around at home. Not too stoned since I'm on call.
I understand you. I'm just watching TV.I wish i had some plans but I'm here doing absolutely nothing. Even the distractions don't help anymore
I'm sorry to hear that. You don't have nothing that you can cope?Just the same as every other day. Very depressing and time passes too slowly. I wish that there was no more days. Being alive just feels so pointless. All I ever do is just try to pass the time until I fall asleep.
I really like beaches but I understand the overwhelming feeling of be surrounded by people yet feeling lonely. It's worse then when you're actually lonely.My parents dragged me to a 40% enjoyable day in the beach with my aunt, where I felt lonely, aged and drowsy. The highlight was reading 25 pages of a book I mostly enjoyed.
So you have a problem with alcohol? I'm sorry that they quit the meeting. I hope the fishing goes well. Here it's night already.I tried to go to an AA meeting but they quit having it due to Covid restrictions I suppose.
About to do some fishing, get stoned and drink some beer.
I'm sorry to hear that. What happened?Shit. Just when I think I get better, life just stomps on me.
Reading it's a good hobbie.I'm reading The Count of Monte Cristo.
The effects are great. Increased vocabulary and articulateness to verbally vanquish one's enemies.Reading it's a good hobbie.
Oh I'm sorry for your cousin. Are you helping him?Ran into my snobby cousin earlier.. he's gained weight and looks depressed. Picked up roast-sausages for lunch. Re-binging on Drop Dead Diva now.
They are rehearsing for Palm Sunday quite loudly in the closeby Catholic parish. I like it.
I'm so sorry. What happened?Mostly been crying and thinking about suicide. Was dumped like garbage again by someone today too, so that was nice.
Ahaha you make me laugh, thank you for that. But you're absolutely right.The effects are great. Increased vocabulary and articulateness to verbally vanquish one's enemies.
He's not clinically depressed or ill - just a sadist. He's too aloof to be helped. Mostly stuck in a bad job situation.. a high school principal must be boring for a sharp mind like his.Oh I'm sorry for your cousin. Are you helping him?
I feel like I have no choice but to suffer as it is difficult to leave this world. The one thing that comforts me, is that death will come eventually no matter what and I just try to distract myself to make the days go by faster.I'm sorry to hear that. You don't have nothing that you can cope?
I was going to write the same...i'm crying since this afternoon and having powerful suicidal thoughts.Mostly been crying and thinking about suicide. Was dumped like garbage again by someone today too, so that was nice.
Ohh I see. Maybe he could find another job... I'm trying to find a new job too.He's not clinically depressed or ill - just a sadist. He's too aloof to be helped. Mostly stuck in a bad job situation.. a high school principal must be boring for a sharp mind like his.
You're welcome. I can relate because I also took refuge in alcohol and stopped precisely because I was afraid of becoming addicted, I was already getting out of control. And because I couldn't because of the medication. I'm from Europe and you?Thank you. Yes I have a problem with alcohol and numerous other substances.
Oh ok,. Where abouts are you from that it's dark already?
Thank youI was going to write the same...i'm crying since this afternoon and having powerful suicidal thoughts.
I'm sorry for your suffering,i feel you...hug you:(
I can relate. I've felt that way too. I wish you the best and that someday you can find peace.I feel like I have no choice but to suffer as it is difficult to leave this world. The one thing that comforts me, is that death will come eventually no matter what and I just try to distract myself to make the days go by faster.
I'm sorry to hear that. Sometimes I also have crying fits. I hope you are better in the meantime.I was going to write the same...i'm crying since this afternoon and having powerful suicidal thoughts.
I'm sorry for your suffering,i feel you...hug you:(
I'm sorry :/ My day was not great either.Awful
Thank you...it's Easter now so it will be a tough day for me but thank you for your messageI'm sorry to hear that. Sometimes I also have crying fits. I hope you are better in the meantime.