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My father passed away last year. We found him sitting on the floor with his head inside a small bucket full of water. My relatives believed it was a heart attack, but my mum and i believe he intentionally drowned. I was thinking of going out the same way, has anyone tried this?
 
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I'm sorry to hear about the passing of your father. I can't imagine how I'd react to something like that. Intentionally drowning like that sounds extremely difficult, as I assume your body would practically force you to pull your head out of the bucket. Overall I've heard a lot of bad things about drowning and I believe the consensus is that drowning is one of the most painful ways to go. If I'm wrong then feel free to correct me
 
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I'm sorry for your loss. He must have been unconscious already otherwise it's impossible to keep your face under water in a small bucket. Wasn't there an autopsy to find out how he really died?

Drowning is suffocation and inhaling water instead of air, that's pretty unpleasant until you pass out.
 
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I'm sorry to hear about the passing of your father. I can't imagine how I'd react to something like that. Intentionally drowning like that sounds extremely difficult, as I assume your body would practically force you to pull your head out of the bucket. Overall I've heard a lot of bad things about drowning and I believe the consensus is that drowning is one of the most painful ways to go. If I'm wrong then feel free to correct me
I'm sorry for your loss. He must have been unconscious already otherwise it's impossible to keep your face under water in a small bucket. Wasn't there an autopsy to find out how he really died?

Drowning is suffocation and inhaling water instead of air, that's pretty unpleasant until you pass out.
Thank you so much for your message and kind words. Yes, he was very sick during his final days. He was an alcoholic. He was really weak, so I don't think his body had enough strength to force his head up. I have been thinking about this as I live in an Asian country, so I don't have a variety of options available. I bought SN in 2021 but never really used it; I think it has gone bad as well. I don't know what to do; I am lost as they no longer sell SN here. Sorry for my bad english, not really my first language.
 
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I bought SN in 2021 but never really used it; I think it has gone bad as well. I don't know what to do; I am lost as they no longer sell SN here.
If you never opened it it might still be good. Use the aquarium test. Here's a guide.

 
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If you never opened it it might still be good. Use the aquarium test. Here's a guide.

Thanks so much, I really appreciate it.
 
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Thank you so much for your message and kind words. Yes, he was very sick during his final days. He was an alcoholic. He was really weak, so I don't think his body had enough strength to force his head up. I have been thinking about this as I live in an Asian country, so I don't have a variety of options available. I bought SN in 2021 but never really used it; I think it has gone bad as well. I don't know what to do; I am lost as they no longer sell SN here. Sorry for my bad english, not really my first language.
In the US they usually do some investigation. It'd be interesting to know what a tox screen and blood alcohol test would've come up with. A review of his Internet search history could've provided insight into where his thoughts were at. If he got pass-out drunk and staged the bucket on purpose, I guess that would work as a method. Sorry for your loss.
 

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