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LifeAfterDeath00
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- Oct 11, 2019
- 75
I was always okay with my skin colour, happy even. I am on the bulkier side but I am trying to lose weight and even if I feel I won't ever be super model attractive I constantly try to improve my appearance.
But recently I found out I get treated differently because of my dusky skin. I am light brown, I will post an image for reference but I want to be lighter.
No white guy will ever look at me other than their perceived conception of thinking me as savage. I am saying this because I recieved comments like this from them in a dating site. I get it I am horrible to look at because of my skin colour. Black/brown guys are even worse. I lived in a community where there were more brown guys in general but they were also from the beginning making comments about my skin and what not.
I get it , trust me, I get it I am not fuckable for you and you won't even pretend to be nice to me.
I understand I am supposed to be lonely and miserable. But why can't I at least do things to improve my overall appearance. Why do people have a problem with that?
why is skin lightening such a big deal? I have good features and pretty beautiful eyes, but I do not have very good skin as it is dull and dusky on top of that.My legs are for some ungodly reason too light and people think I bleach them lol.
I know I should not care but my dating and professional life is heavily influenced by my appearance more so as I am a girl. This world is a twisted place. I used to think appearance should not matter but I don't meet certain quotas and fall below average.
Should I just go ahead and change things if I can? Cause I am not strong enough to take the judgement and attitude I receive from people.
But recently I found out I get treated differently because of my dusky skin. I am light brown, I will post an image for reference but I want to be lighter.
No white guy will ever look at me other than their perceived conception of thinking me as savage. I am saying this because I recieved comments like this from them in a dating site. I get it I am horrible to look at because of my skin colour. Black/brown guys are even worse. I lived in a community where there were more brown guys in general but they were also from the beginning making comments about my skin and what not.
I get it , trust me, I get it I am not fuckable for you and you won't even pretend to be nice to me.
I understand I am supposed to be lonely and miserable. But why can't I at least do things to improve my overall appearance. Why do people have a problem with that?
why is skin lightening such a big deal? I have good features and pretty beautiful eyes, but I do not have very good skin as it is dull and dusky on top of that.My legs are for some ungodly reason too light and people think I bleach them lol.
I know I should not care but my dating and professional life is heavily influenced by my appearance more so as I am a girl. This world is a twisted place. I used to think appearance should not matter but I don't meet certain quotas and fall below average.
Should I just go ahead and change things if I can? Cause I am not strong enough to take the judgement and attitude I receive from people.