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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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It is not a huge problem for me currently. I am absolutely financially dependent on my parents. I probably live a (lower) middle class life for now. I am really satisfied with that.
However the future scares the shit out of me. I probably can't work and poverty is one of my biggest reasons why I need to ctb. If my parents were dead the inflation had the potential to drive me over the edge. I worry a lot. In the past I have simulated poverty despite the fact I had no need to do so. It was horrible. And I think I had more money than the welfare standard. Yeah this will probably kill me.
A friend of me gave me the tip I shall "enjoy" my life as long as I can (financially) It is his philosophy. He has no savings and spends all his money for games. Excactly this friend might soon have to leave college due to the inflation and the fact that he has no savings. I think his way of thinking in relation to money is not that smart. But I tried to become a little bit nicer towards myself. I think in the end I will commit suicide due to lack of money and my savings won't prevent that. I started to allow me more spendings. And I enjoy that. But this all reminds me that this is all only temporary and I am thinking daily how horrible my future will be when I have to abstain from all of this.
Yeah the inflation worries me. But there are people who have it currently way way worse than me. And in the future I will be one of them. Maybe I will be dead before I experience real poverty. I don't know my mental health is pretty fragile.
Are you currently struggling due to the inflation? Recently the inflation numbers of my country were published and I am quite shocked about them...
However the future scares the shit out of me. I probably can't work and poverty is one of my biggest reasons why I need to ctb. If my parents were dead the inflation had the potential to drive me over the edge. I worry a lot. In the past I have simulated poverty despite the fact I had no need to do so. It was horrible. And I think I had more money than the welfare standard. Yeah this will probably kill me.
A friend of me gave me the tip I shall "enjoy" my life as long as I can (financially) It is his philosophy. He has no savings and spends all his money for games. Excactly this friend might soon have to leave college due to the inflation and the fact that he has no savings. I think his way of thinking in relation to money is not that smart. But I tried to become a little bit nicer towards myself. I think in the end I will commit suicide due to lack of money and my savings won't prevent that. I started to allow me more spendings. And I enjoy that. But this all reminds me that this is all only temporary and I am thinking daily how horrible my future will be when I have to abstain from all of this.
Yeah the inflation worries me. But there are people who have it currently way way worse than me. And in the future I will be one of them. Maybe I will be dead before I experience real poverty. I don't know my mental health is pretty fragile.
Are you currently struggling due to the inflation? Recently the inflation numbers of my country were published and I am quite shocked about them...