nummie
Chronically silly
- Feb 24, 2023
- 22
Firstly, i know that not everyone who is suicidal self harms, however this is a question that i was thinking of.
I started SH when i was 14 and everything was normal. Ive been been recovery ever since i was 17, and as soon as i turned 18 i started smoking.
But i recently relapsed but something was off about it. The smell of the blood was weird, it wasnt a metallic smell, and its taking longer to heal than what i remember experiencing before.
Im surprisingly very conscious of my health and get a lot of anxiety around it. I just wanted to make sure that my smoking habit is to blame for this difference rather than another health issue
I started SH when i was 14 and everything was normal. Ive been been recovery ever since i was 17, and as soon as i turned 18 i started smoking.
But i recently relapsed but something was off about it. The smell of the blood was weird, it wasnt a metallic smell, and its taking longer to heal than what i remember experiencing before.
Im surprisingly very conscious of my health and get a lot of anxiety around it. I just wanted to make sure that my smoking habit is to blame for this difference rather than another health issue
