owano
surviving day by day (albeit barely)
- Oct 18, 2023
- 23
how to stop thinking like this. At best ill be in a good mindspace for a few months, essentially being too busy to think about the bad things, until i inevitably revert back to wanting to just die. its the same cycle for years. i dont know what method i want to do but christmas break seems like a feasible time in my schedule. i used to cut myself to try and wade off those feelings but i dont have access to that anymore now that im in college and i threw everything away from home (partially to get clean partially so that my parents couldnt find it). i just feel so stuck and every day is a blur into the next. i just want out. im so exhausted