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tchaik18401893

tchaik18401893

tchaikovsky
Dec 31, 2022
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The letter is to my violin teacher. I care about her a lot and I wanted to write something to her.

NOTE: This letter is supposed to be light hearted, I wrote it because I just wanted to tell her the things I could never say. I didn't want it to be sad.


Here it is:

"I will begin by saying I am so, so terribly sorry I went through with this. I would like to say some things before I go, though. I never got to talk to you a lot due to my stupid anxiety. Here are some things about me: My favorite color is yellow. I am French. Bonjour, Oui je connais un peu le Français. I love to watch old movies from the 80's and 90's. I've seen "When Harry met Sally" several times, the most is about 3 times in a month. I love tea, my favorite is Earl Grey and Black Chai. My favorite thing to do is read about composers and their lives. I wanted to be a violinist and study musicology, but I suppose I never followed through with my dreams. My favorite quote is one from Tchaikovsky, "To regret the past, to hope in the future, and to never be satisfied with the present: that is what I spend my whole life doing". I'm sorry, I've said enough about me. I am rather selfish. I think you are the loveliest person I've ever met, and I can say that with confidence. You are considerate. You are kind. You made me smile nearly everyday. I love how you know so much about classical music, I feel like less of a loser because of that. You are genuinely just a warm, kind, welcoming person. I will miss you greatly.

Farewell,
(my name)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,809
Your note is very nice, and you don't need anyone else's approval for this in my opinion, writing notes are a personal thing. Anyway, good luck.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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This is beautiful. ❤
 
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Mr_House

Mr_House

Black Mesa Research Facility (B.M.R.F.)
Jul 14, 2022
196
A kind note, Great writing, You are ready!
 
sueoffside

sueoffside

forget dbt and cbt i wanna ctb
Dec 11, 2019
44
Very beautiful and deeply sad
 
coldblood

coldblood

Small and sad
Apr 3, 2023
11
I would cry if I read that. Really beautiful. I hope you get to enjoy chai and violins forever in the better place
 
stillmirenai

stillmirenai

everything is fragile.
Mar 29, 2023
292
Very heartfelt and beautiful note. If someone gave this to me, I think I would genuinely cry. I can tell you put a lot of emotion into it.
 

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