How does it feel to know the future is full of even more struggle?

[Sleeper System]

I can't even look at other people the same anymore. I see these young kids wasting their money on Jordans and Yeezys and just material things to impress others. They have no idea what the future holds. Working 40 hours or more a week just to survive. No point in saving because what are you saving for? A house you will never own because corporations are now buying all the property at asking price and paying in straight cash then fixing them up and renting them for market value which is only getting higher and higher? Maybe for a car that only depreciates in value? God forbid you have kids. I have decided I will absolutely never have chchildren. Not like it matters since im trying to ctb.

I can't even look at girls the same anymore. It use to be oh wow look at her she is so damn hot I wish I could get with her. Now it's like... is she working? Does she have a good job? 401k? Pension? Do her parents have life insurance or any assets? It's going to be such a dog eat dog world soon. More so than it already is. I can't imagine ever falling in love.


The scary thing is that unless you adopt a universal skill that you can move anywhere with... you will be stuck working at the same shityy job like me. And what happens if you get fired or layed off for whatever reason?

I made so many mistakes in life because I didn't know better or just didn't care enough to really take seriously. Being an adult is the worst thing in the world.

Thanks for letting me vent. This is the type of shit that just weighs very very heavily on me and has me in a constant state of anxiety and depression.

 

[Nolan96]

Money is so incredibly boring. But maybe I'd be less deep in an irreparable mess if I'd had more of a yearning for it when I was young and more able to set myself up.

 

[Slimetae]

I just hope I'm not broke anymore by 25 I just hope it ain't what life is now I get you tho so many things you got to worry about in adulthood pretty much gotta watch out for leeches in a materialistic world

 

[Ashu]

Wearying.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

preppers get the last laugh

Joke is on the people who wasted decades believing the government lies

I agree with most of your post except the part about women. You don't need to know what her bank balance reads to fuck her. Part about falling in love I agree with

Oh yeh the cars are appreciating in value as of late. I'm seeing models one year old and theyre asking a few grand above new MSRP even with 10,000 miles

 

[Sleeper System]

preppers get the last laugh

Joke is on the people who wasted decades believing the government lies

I agree with most of your post except the part about women. You don't need to know what her bank balance reads to fuck her. Part about falling in love I agree with

I don't even want to fuck women like that anymore. I seriously have lost all ambition to do anything. I am miserable and dying a slow death. The worst kind. Nothing is enjoyable anymore. Anime music food sex even the idea of saving to earn things in the future feels pointless.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I don't even want to fuck women like that anymore. I seriously have lost all ambition to do anything. I am miserable and dying a slow death. The worst kind. Nothing is enjoyable anymore. Anime music food sex even the idea of saving to earn things in the future feels pointless.

Ok I feel you on that.

And yeh I think people who save thinking on a time frame of decades are probably chumps

 

[Hurt]

My suicidal thoughts increase when I think about my future. I try to enjoy present as much as I can although is a bad present.

 

[Sleeper System]

My suicidal thoughts increase when I think about my future. I try to enjoy present as much as I can although is a bad present.

I know man. I'm trying my best to live in the moment but it gets harder daily. Especially when I think about the future. Imagine having the opportunity to change things but your mental health and self doubt and fear won't let you.

 

[Judy Garland]

It's hell.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have lots of dread when I think about the future, I try to avoid thinking about it, but it is impossible to escape those thoughts. Things will very likely get worse for me and the terrifying thing is that there is no limit as to how bad it can get. I personally see no point to struggling for decades for no purpose, there is no point to living. I feel like I have suffered enough at this point and I do not want any more days or years. Life is incredibly depressing and I look forward to the day when it will all be over.

 

[outrider567]

Yes, each day is a mental struggle, and I see no end to it no matter how far I look into the future

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Cant worry about my future if i can't even stand my present.

Don't have to worry about my future if i dont plan on sticking around.

:)