The Dark Chaos
Craving chaos..
- Apr 17, 2020
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I'd like my death to be straight, fast and instant. And most probably make it look like an accident.
Unfortunately, I've never had an accident hence, I don't know if the accident hurt or not but I agree with you being angry when you would have woken up. I wish I'd sleep one night and never wake up...The closest thing I've felt to death was sudden impact from a fast moving vehichle. It was an accident for sure but it didn't hurt. Recovery hurt. I was so angry when I woke up.
Trust me waking up in the middle of nowhere would be a million times better than to wake up in anyyy cityy in this world. And the most crucial part of this world is to be struck between being alive and being dead..Complete. I failed the one time I collapsed and had to go...and now everything is so much worse in every way. People have shown me I cannot count on them. Society has shown it won't help me live but won't allow me to die. Living hell. So I just want it to be complete.
Complete. I failed the one time I collapsed and had to go...and now everything is so much worse in every way. People have shown me I cannot count on them. Society has shown it won't help me live but won't allow me to die. Living hell. So I just want it to be complete.
I would like to die in my sleep. Like in the song: The Gambler, by Kenny Rogers (who died this year, btw)...N would be the closest to that, from what i understand.
Murder for hire but I want it to be unexpected and a swift bullet behind the head.
Like I need a pot of gold at the end of the rainbowSo you you need Nembutal lol
Cheers Geo
Are you in the UK as I have been looking for the same thing and I have found someone
So you you need Nembutal lol
Cheers Geo
Are you in the UK as I have been looking for the same thing and I have found someone
if only I could reach that pot of gold called N at the end of the rainbow, then yes! But i hear a lot of horror stories from people who have tried to order N on the internet.....So you you need Nembutal lol
Cheers Geo
Are you in the UK as I have been looking for the same thing and I have found someone
Like I need a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
Cheers
if only I could reach that pot of gold called N at the end of the rainbow, then yes! But i hear a lot of horror stories from people who have tried to order N on the internet and it's some scam.....
You may come close if you try to pair the method with a strong sleep aid or benzoPainless. I suppose going to sleep and never waking up would be ideal.
I would never purposely step in front of a truck even if it fails imagine the guilt the driver would have forever. I won't involve anyone in my death.The closest thing I've felt to death was sudden impact from a fast moving vehichle. It was an accident for sure but it didn't hurt. Recovery hurt. I was so angry when I woke up. To answer your question, I just want a peaceful out so I'd prefer N.
I would never purposely step in front of a truck even if it fails imagine the guilt the driver would have forever. I won't involve anyone in my death.
I'd like my death to be straight, fast and instant. And most probably make it look like an accident.
You've put in a deep thought about it, I see.2,000 feet plunge to concrete. Going 200km/hr, BAM, light out.
I want it to be quick. AND I prefer injuries to be spread out, so a 2,000 feet plunge will do it for me.
When people plunge down at terminal velocity, coroner say their injury spread out, all bones in body will be broken and it will pierce through the intestines and other organs, cut the heart artery (but then at that speed impact your heart will be yank out anyway), collapse lungs, internal bleeding all inside the body, etc.. not to mentioned head injury, crack your skull. Neither way, your inside will be like a smush egg yolk.
It be quick, once you hit the ground, it done. Just to make sure you hit terminal velocity speed. The impact so great that it be BAM, the end to your life.
Look at people in a car at freeway going at 90 miles/hr, and when they hit, they have the car protect them as well as safety air bags and seat belt pull them back, yet they still pass out and not know anything. Picture you going 200km/hr, and NOTHING protect you, just your human flesh against concrete. Yeah, you be out immediately.
That is my perfect death, and will pursuit it.
I don't trust a gun, if I don't aim correctly, my brain still intact and survive. Pffffffffffff! If I'm going to risk it, I risk it with a terminal velocity impact speed.
I was in a gun forum and I have a thread asked this, which more likely for you to survive, a gun. Or going at 200km/hr plunge down at a height of 2,000 feet? People in there answer me they chose the plunge, you will be dead with a 2,000 feet plunge. A gun? Even at the brain. Depends on if the bullet exit or not, where it hit, how good are you at aim it, if you flinch of not, etc..
If you don't survive a 90 miles/hr freeway car accident, you won't survive a speed of 200 km/hr freefall with just your flesh body going against concrete. Plain as that.