The Dark Chaos

The Dark Chaos

Craving chaos..
Apr 17, 2020
215
I'd like my death to be straight, fast and instant. And most probably make it look like an accident.
 
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Tiedie

Member
Oct 21, 2019
75
The closest thing I've felt to death was sudden impact from a fast moving vehichle. It was an accident for sure but it didn't hurt. Recovery hurt. I was so angry when I woke up. To answer your question, I just want a peaceful out so I'd prefer N.
 
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oopswronglife

Elementalist
Jun 27, 2019
870
Complete. I failed the one time I collapsed and had to go...and now everything is so much worse in every way. People have shown me I cannot count on them. Society has shown it won't help me live but won't allow me to die. Living hell. So I just want it to be complete.
 
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The Dark Chaos

The Dark Chaos

Craving chaos..
Apr 17, 2020
215
The closest thing I've felt to death was sudden impact from a fast moving vehichle. It was an accident for sure but it didn't hurt. Recovery hurt. I was so angry when I woke up.
Unfortunately, I've never had an accident hence, I don't know if the accident hurt or not but I agree with you being angry when you would have woken up. I wish I'd sleep one night and never wake up...
Complete. I failed the one time I collapsed and had to go...and now everything is so much worse in every way. People have shown me I cannot count on them. Society has shown it won't help me live but won't allow me to die. Living hell. So I just want it to be complete.
Trust me waking up in the middle of nowhere would be a million times better than to wake up in anyyy cityy in this world. And the most crucial part of this world is to be struck between being alive and being dead..
 
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Tiedie

Member
Oct 21, 2019
75
I've almost died in surgery once and almost got decapitated by a firehose when I was a firefighter. I've had 3 near death experiences. I am not scared of death, I just want to consciously decide.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
An off switch
 
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ladolcemorte

ladolcemorte

Experienced
May 5, 2019
286
I want my death to be fast and complete. I want my attempt to work. I don't mind if it is painful, so long as it works. I have had previous failures and all I can think is "please, please let this one work".
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Complete. I failed the one time I collapsed and had to go...and now everything is so much worse in every way. People have shown me I cannot count on them. Society has shown it won't help me live but won't allow me to die. Living hell. So I just want it to be complete.

Hiya you've been here since June so with all your knowledge what would you say is the best and most peaceful way to ctb
 
itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
I would like to die in my sleep. Like in the song: The Gambler, by Kenny Rogers (who died this year, btw)...N would be the closest to that, from what i understand.
 
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Neurodoom

Neurodoom

This file is corrupt and cannot be opened.
Aug 13, 2019
30
Murder for hire but I want it to be unexpected and a swift bullet behind the head.
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
I would like to die in my sleep. Like in the song: The Gambler, by Kenny Rogers (who died this year, btw)...N would be the closest to that, from what i understand.

So you you need Nembutal lol

Cheers Geo
Murder for hire but I want it to be unexpected and a swift bullet behind the head.

Are you in the UK as I have been looking for the same thing and I have found someone
 
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RayoSinSol

RayoSinSol

I can’t ignore the abyss. It is real.
Mar 26, 2020
108
My favorite thing to do in the whole wide world is to sleep, so if I can get my hands on Nembutal, I'll get to complete my final bucket list while also completing the task at hand.
 
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Ardesevent

It’s the end of the line, cowboy
Feb 2, 2020
358
I'd like something bloody and painful. Something like ripping out my organs, or slitting my stomach or throat open. It would show people I how much I wanted to die, and make it pretty difficult for my family to waste money on a funeral. I know I can't do it due to survival instinct, but it would be nice to.
 
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J113632

J113632

Cheesed to meet you
Nov 30, 2019
36
I want it to be relatively quick and painless with no mess for whoever finds me. The biggest thing is not having the time to be afraid of actually dying because that scares the shit out of me and has stopped me from killing myself before. If I could just have a serene state of mind with no anxiety and then end it that would be ideal.
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
So you you need Nembutal lol

Cheers Geo


Are you in the UK as I have been looking for the same thing and I have found someone
Like I need a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
Cheers
So you you need Nembutal lol

Cheers Geo


Are you in the UK as I have been looking for the same thing and I have found someone
So you you need Nembutal lol

Cheers Geo


Are you in the UK as I have been looking for the same thing and I have found someone
if only I could reach that pot of gold called N at the end of the rainbow, then yes! But i hear a lot of horror stories from people who have tried to order N on the internet.....
Like I need a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
Cheers


if only I could reach that pot of gold called N at the end of the rainbow, then yes! But i hear a lot of horror stories from people who have tried to order N on the internet and it's some scam.....
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
Painless. I suppose going to sleep and never waking up would be ideal.
 
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Natsu Suki

Natsu Suki

Elder weeb
Feb 14, 2020
14
Painless and fairly quick, I`m considering partial hanging or the night night method. It`s more the aftermath that worries me, I don't want anyone to see and be scarred by my body. My ideal way would be the same as a few other posters have said, going to sleep and never waking up but hardcore sleep aids are a little tough to get.
 
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s1mplem3

Arcanist
Mar 4, 2020
454
As everyone I want it fast and painless, I don't want to survive.
 
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Genetics

Member
Apr 8, 2020
92
The closest thing I've felt to death was sudden impact from a fast moving vehichle. It was an accident for sure but it didn't hurt. Recovery hurt. I was so angry when I woke up. To answer your question, I just want a peaceful out so I'd prefer N.
I would never purposely step in front of a truck even if it fails imagine the guilt the driver would have forever. I won't involve anyone in my death.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,244
Depends. Ideally want to die with the person I love. Together. Barring that, alone in the middle of a forest.
 
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Done at Fifty

Student
Feb 19, 2019
116
Quick and easy and I want to be able to choose the date. Ideally I get a horrible illness and qualify for assisted suicide. I'm taking so long to muster up the courage and figuring out which method, I'll probably be dying of something once I get around to it.
 
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LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
Quick and painless. I hope to pass out soon after SN is consumed
 
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Tiedie

Member
Oct 21, 2019
75
I would never purposely step in front of a truck even if it fails imagine the guilt the driver would have forever. I won't involve anyone in my death.

It was an accident. I wonder how they feel often even tho it was their fault. I wouldn't do it on purpose.
 
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Lilmeowssi

Lilmeowssi

I just want peace
Sep 6, 2019
77
I'd like my death to be straight, fast and instant. And most probably make it look like an accident.

I wanna listen to music until my heart stops beating and I can't hear anymore. I want my death to be peaceful.
 
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Blackpoolbootz

Blackpoolbootz

If it sounds too good to be true it usually is.
Apr 19, 2020
97
Ideally if it's going to be my last image for rest of eternity somewhere nice. Have 2 places in mind that are perfect. Whoever bad I feel I would just this last bit to be serrial.
 
William Barker

William Barker

Experienced
Mar 25, 2020
216
Ideally, i'd like to die like a man by leaping out of an airplane into my own grave.

Quick, painless, and convenient for everyone.

The moment i'm in, they can get the show on the road.
 
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toomuchgrief

a grieving mother
Sep 15, 2019
401
2,000 feet plunge to concrete. Going 200km/hr, BAM, light out.

I want it to be quick. AND I prefer injuries to be spread out, so a 2,000 feet plunge will do it for me.
When people plunge down at terminal velocity, coroner say their injury spread out, all bones in body will be broken and it will pierce through the intestines and other organs, cut the heart artery (but then at that speed impact your heart will be yank out anyway), collapse lungs, internal bleeding all inside the body, etc.. not to mentioned head injury, crack your skull. Neither way, your inside will be like a smush egg yolk.
It be quick, once you hit the ground, it done. Just to make sure you hit terminal velocity speed. The impact so great that it be BAM, the end to your life.

Look at people in a car at freeway going at 90 miles/hr, and when they hit, they have the car protect them as well as safety air bags and seat belt pull them back, yet they still pass out and not know anything. Picture you going 200km/hr, and NOTHING protect you, just your human flesh against concrete. Yeah, you be out immediately.

That is my perfect death, and will pursuit it.
I don't trust a gun, if I don't aim correctly, my brain still intact and survive. Pffffffffffff! If I'm going to risk it, I risk it with a terminal velocity impact speed.

I was in a gun forum and I have a thread asked this, which more likely for you to survive, a gun. Or going at 200km/hr plunge down at a height of 2,000 feet? People in there answer me they chose the plunge, you will be dead with a 2,000 feet plunge. A gun? Even at the brain. Depends on if the bullet exit or not, where it hit, how good are you at aim it, if you flinch of not, etc..
If you don't survive a 90 miles/hr freeway car accident, you won't survive a speed of 200 km/hr freefall with just your flesh body going against concrete. Plain as that.
 
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The Dark Chaos

The Dark Chaos

Craving chaos..
Apr 17, 2020
215
2,000 feet plunge to concrete. Going 200km/hr, BAM, light out.

I want it to be quick. AND I prefer injuries to be spread out, so a 2,000 feet plunge will do it for me.
When people plunge down at terminal velocity, coroner say their injury spread out, all bones in body will be broken and it will pierce through the intestines and other organs, cut the heart artery (but then at that speed impact your heart will be yank out anyway), collapse lungs, internal bleeding all inside the body, etc.. not to mentioned head injury, crack your skull. Neither way, your inside will be like a smush egg yolk.
It be quick, once you hit the ground, it done. Just to make sure you hit terminal velocity speed. The impact so great that it be BAM, the end to your life.

Look at people in a car at freeway going at 90 miles/hr, and when they hit, they have the car protect them as well as safety air bags and seat belt pull them back, yet they still pass out and not know anything. Picture you going 200km/hr, and NOTHING protect you, just your human flesh against concrete. Yeah, you be out immediately.

That is my perfect death, and will pursuit it.
I don't trust a gun, if I don't aim correctly, my brain still intact and survive. Pffffffffffff! If I'm going to risk it, I risk it with a terminal velocity impact speed.

I was in a gun forum and I have a thread asked this, which more likely for you to survive, a gun. Or going at 200km/hr plunge down at a height of 2,000 feet? People in there answer me they chose the plunge, you will be dead with a 2,000 feet plunge. A gun? Even at the brain. Depends on if the bullet exit or not, where it hit, how good are you at aim it, if you flinch of not, etc..
If you don't survive a 90 miles/hr freeway car accident, you won't survive a speed of 200 km/hr freefall with just your flesh body going against concrete. Plain as that.
You've put in a deep thought about it, I see.
 
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Finished

Finished

Didn’t ask to be brought in this world!!!!!!!
Apr 19, 2020
34
Peacefully Go to sleep and drift away!!!! Finally the peace I've been waiting on my whole life!!!!
 
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