Ambivalent1
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- Apr 17, 2023
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I think people feel that I'm eerie most of the time. I don't emote much, I observe my surroundings a lot, and I talk soft and slow. Trauma response, I guess.
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I guess most people think that I'm nice and quiet. Someone once said that I was "quiet and unassuming". Another said that I was "smart, elegant and calm/relaxed". I guess they didn't know about the anxiety inside. Someone else said that I was "talented". Another person called me "unapproachable" and "intimidating", I don't know why they did, personally I don't think that I amā¦I think people feel that I'm eerie most of the time. I don't emote much, I observe my surroundings a lot, and I talk soft and slow. Trauma response, I guess.
Some people are intimidated by quiet people, probably because they never hang around people that can shut up for 5 minutes lolI guess most people think that I'm a nice person. Someone once said that I was "quiet and unassuming". Another said that I was "smart, elegant and chill/relaxed". I guess they didn't know about the anxiety inside. Someone else said that I was "talented". Another person once called me "intimidating", I don't know why they did, I don't think that I amā¦
I was told once that I seem so calm. I'm not calm. I'm fucking suffering. My face just doesnt show it.People i know have personally told me that they think i'm a Buddhist monk, "you're so quiet and relaxed all the time" or "You're very laid back"
I don't talk much but i'd like to think that people can discuss any topic with me, i'm just discontent with everything is all so i keep quiet.
If that's your pic, then you seem nice and reserved.I guess most people think that I'm nice and quiet. Someone once said that I was "quiet and unassuming". Another said that I was "smart, elegant and calm/relaxed". I guess they didn't know about the anxiety inside. Someone else said that I was "talented". Another person called me "intimidating", I don't know why they did, personally I don't think that I amā¦
Does your mask ever slip? There's a book called The Sociopath Next Door and it talks about mask slipping lolIt's going to be all over the place I assume. I have a lot of masks and can be quite good at them, but I also frequently run out of energy and melt down. Likely paints a very incoherent picture.
That's what I mean about running out of energy. Masking takes energy. Sometimes I run out. It's an autistic thing, not related to sociopaths.Does your mask ever slip? There's a book called The Sociopath Next Door and it talks about mask slipping lol
Did you get much interest when you were young?I don't get much interest. I guess if folk notice me at all I seem harmless and coping. Just an old guy with his own health issues, a semi invalid wife they don't see much and an elderly wee dog for a pal.