I have now my SN and all other relevant pills. There is nothing really holding me back from CBT and I could leave now anytime. However, sometimes I ask myself if I should not try to give it some more time. How do you know that the time is ultimately here...?
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 35,393
I think it is just a feeling. You have no more doubts and you are certain. I think many people reach a point of desperation and they are then able to overcome the SI.
Snake of Eden
“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
- Jun 22, 2021
- 2,475
I ask myself the same question everyday, every moment. I wish the universe would give me signs to guide me but maybe thats just wishful thinking
It's taken me years to get to this point of finally feeling ready, I still have stuff to do, but i've never felt closer to ctb than I do now. My depression and anxiety are taking over and i'm letting them. I hope to be gone in the next few months. There is no specific answer, it's a feeling that it's over and nothing else matters and ever will again.
Cockney_Rebel
Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
- Jan 7, 2021
- 455
I've been there several times before.
You reach a point where you are just broken. Completely devoid not only of hope, but of hope for hope.
Your brain simply cannot contemplate any other way out. No other way forward.
Quite simply, you surrender.
Then, and only then, are you ready to execute your plan and venture into the unknown.
Every unsuccessful attempt is not a failure, but rather a learning process.
I'll get there one day.
You reach a point where you are just broken. Completely devoid not only of hope, but of hope for hope.
Your brain simply cannot contemplate any other way out. No other way forward.
Quite simply, you surrender.
Then, and only then, are you ready to execute your plan and venture into the unknown.
Every unsuccessful attempt is not a failure, but rather a learning process.
I'll get there one day.
NoMoreMorbidity
Member
- Apr 1, 2021
- 11
When you're happy with dying, you are 100% ready. I hanged myself at 15 and was happy before. My family actually thought I was doing better. But I was just 100% ready.
I haven't felt that sure since. I think I'll commit suicide more impulsively now. I wish I could feel that ready to die again.
I haven't felt that sure since. I think I'll commit suicide more impulsively now. I wish I could feel that ready to die again.
Bullit
Mage
- May 6, 2021
- 504
I am so miserable today,I am rapidly heading down. I could go today,but no sn yet. I must prepare and maybe go in October?
I feel like I'd be ready if I had all my other logistic issues squared away, but I currently don't have any of the required substances and maybe when I'm staring death in the face, I won't have the same mindset. I hope I'll be able to do it though, otherwise I'll have to suffer for so long before I'm finally free...
Jumping_realms
★☆★ ☠️★☆★
- Jul 4, 2021
- 483
all 4 attempts of mine have been spontaneous and impulsive if I just broke. If I planed for after my b-day, or something, they never happened. That's just my experience.
