piercedheart
Mortician Mommy
- May 29, 2023
- 69
Hello lovelies.
I've returned after a big hiatus from here as I was busy trying to get over my depression, and actually make an proper attempt at you know.. not wanting to off myself any longer.
I think... so far I managed too and I am doing quite well I think.
Anyway I have a strong habit of self-destructive behaviour, which I always seem on the verge of relapsing too, which then will cause me to spiral down further again, resetting all the progress that I made. I've had good therapy I am satisfied with, but I feel the ways I been told to deal with it simply don't work for me, or not anymore at least.. I am on the verge of just.. bursting again.
There is like this nagging feeling in my body that WANTS me to destroy myself.
It however helps me to know I am not the only one to struggle with this, and should you be willing i'd love to hear about how you manage, and your struggles regarding it.
I've returned after a big hiatus from here as I was busy trying to get over my depression, and actually make an proper attempt at you know.. not wanting to off myself any longer.
I think... so far I managed too and I am doing quite well I think.
Anyway I have a strong habit of self-destructive behaviour, which I always seem on the verge of relapsing too, which then will cause me to spiral down further again, resetting all the progress that I made. I've had good therapy I am satisfied with, but I feel the ways I been told to deal with it simply don't work for me, or not anymore at least.. I am on the verge of just.. bursting again.
There is like this nagging feeling in my body that WANTS me to destroy myself.
It however helps me to know I am not the only one to struggle with this, and should you be willing i'd love to hear about how you manage, and your struggles regarding it.
