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vizualbandtit
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- Mar 5, 2024
- 12
I've been cripplingly disassociated for years now beginning very early on in my life, and i really want to let go. But i don't know if I'm ready if that makes sense? Derealization really messes up my perception of reality and I just need some help sorting this out. So to whomever who are ready to ctb, how did you know you were sure? And especially, how do you deal with knowing you'll hurt the people who love you?. I'm just really tired and over life, I've given life a chance way too many times and I want to ctb but i just need to know how to be sure.