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tiredangelgirl

tiredangelgirl

i'm sorry i'm trying my best
Aug 1, 2022
76
How do you know if you won't have any regrets while you ctb? Do you think there's a way to know you're solid in your decision? I don't want to feel last minute regret etc but maybe the possibility of feeling that way is a risk anyone has to take.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,846
I think that if someone is certain in their decision to ctb they would just know, it would be a feeling that they had, I think that many people get so desperate or determined to succeed, or they just know that it's time.
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
511
I'd second this^
Personally, when I feel like there is nothing more I can do, when I know there is no longer a way to the future to me, thats when I'll be 100% determined and I honestly doubt I'd change my mind last minute.
 
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AsAboveSoBelow

Member
Apr 2, 2023
47
You will know when you know. You won't be having any doubts then.
 
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Georg

Georg

Experienced
Feb 25, 2023
268
When there's nothing you are looking forward to in the future
 
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nothingbutmybest

nothingbutmybest

Student
May 1, 2023
130
You don't know, it's a leap of faith
 
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SoftWorries

Specialist
Feb 22, 2023
330
You'll be absolutely positive about it over a long period of time. You won't feel regretful feelings concerning it.

It will feel like deciding for certain you don't want to be part of an relationship. You're past mourning for it and ready to walk away.

If you watch videos of people who have chosen to get assisted suicide for their disease you'll see that resolve. They are resolute that life isn't for them anymore.
 
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Aliceinborderline

Aliceinborderline

Member
May 13, 2023
58
I will always feel a bit of regret because i have seen so many people around me whos lives have been easy who have basically got to live in a far better world for various reasons. Could my life become like theirs oneday? Maybe? But how much more suffering would i need to endure how long till someone actually would give me the help i needed all this time. The world is broken society is broken and i myself too am broken. We made the world complicated and as we as humans solved the worlds problems we quickly made more then we started with and now its more a question of to me of; why do i endure this? Honestly so like yeah i do have a bit of regret but also peace in my heart because i understand the world and I dont support what its become and how most humans are either.
 

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