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sserafinas
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- Aug 18, 2024
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I am currently planning to CTB in a few weeks as I'm moving back to my home country where I grew up in; my mom will be staying behind with her husband.
Today my therapist told me that if I'm going to CTB I might as well just do it here where I live, since doing it in my home country is just going to cause more trouble. The problem is now that she said that I feel hella guilty for doing it away from my mom and causing more disruptions in her life. However I also have the desire to do it in my home country because I feel home and this is where I want to be left at peace. You know, see my friends and rest of my family one more time and spend time saying my goodbyes. I seriously don't know what to do now.
Today my therapist told me that if I'm going to CTB I might as well just do it here where I live, since doing it in my home country is just going to cause more trouble. The problem is now that she said that I feel hella guilty for doing it away from my mom and causing more disruptions in her life. However I also have the desire to do it in my home country because I feel home and this is where I want to be left at peace. You know, see my friends and rest of my family one more time and spend time saying my goodbyes. I seriously don't know what to do now.